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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

They went inside and Pieter sank onto a kitchen chair as if his legs could no longer hold him. “I must have walked a hundred miles to get here,” he said. “It was so late when I arrived that I didn’t want to come into the house and frighten you, so I slept in the barn.”

“Are you hungry? We don’t have much, but I’m sure I can find something. I gave almost everything to the shadow people.”

“Is there any milk? I would love a glass of milk.” Lena poured him one and watched him guzzle it down. Her tears of joy were still falling. “Best milk I ever had,” he said.

“Oh, Papa!” Bep laughed. “It’s just milk!” She tugged his hand, dancing with delight until he lifted her to his knee and kissed her forehead. He gazed at Bep for a long moment, then looked up at Lena.

“Any word . . . ?” He was asking about Bep’s parents. Lena shook her head. “And Ans?” he asked. “Have you heard from her?”

A knot of sorrow choked Lena, making it impossible to reply. The news of Ans’s imprisonment had been difficult for her to hear, and she hated to spoil Pieter’s joy by sharing it. But she had to.

“Wolf told me she was arrested and sent to Vught . . .” She swallowed and reached for his hand. “And . . . the Nazis took Wim, too.”

The color drained from his face. “When?”

“Months ago. Wolf said they were grabbing men off the streets to dig trenches and build earthworks.”

“We’ll find them, Lena. If we have to spend the rest of our lives searching, we’ll bring them home.” He squeezed her hand, then released it.

They talked while Pieter ate the last of the watery bean soup Lena had warmed. He insisted that the stale rinds of bread —all that was left of the loaf —were the most delicious he’d ever tasted. Lena didn’t want to let Pieter out of her sight and neither did the girls, but she saw how weary he was. “You look as though you could use a bath and a shave and a long nap. I think we have hot water today.”

He pulled himself to his feet, leaning against the table, and gathered Lena in his arms again. “I love you,” he whispered. “I love you so much!”

After he’d bathed and changed his clothes, Pieter went into the barn to tend his cows while Lena looked for something to fix for their dinner. She was searching through the cupboard when she heard Pieter shouting, “Lena! Lena, come here! Quick!” She left the sack of withered apples on the kitchen table and hurried out to the barn. Pieter stood in the open doorway, pointing down the road. “Look! It’s Wim!”