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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

She tried to read his expression through her tears but couldn’t. He didn’t look menacing, but he didn’t look kind, either. Then he smiled and her blood ran cold. “That is a very nice story, but you see, Bernandina, I don’t believe you.”

“But it’s true! My bike —”

“Yes, perhaps your bicycle was taken. But I’ve never heard of a dairymaid who rides such great distances in the middle of a war unless she is up to something more than buying shoes.”

“It was my day off . . .”

“Don’t insult me.” His smile was gone now. “You are in a great deal of trouble, and I would like to help you because you are very pretty. And because I think you are only a minnow.”

Ans shivered at the mention of her code name, Minnow. Was it merely a coincidence, a figure of speech? Or did he know more about her?

“I can help you, Bernandina, but you must help me catch some bigger fish.”

“I don’t understand —”

“I think you do. Why don’t you start by telling me your real name?”

“That is my real name. Some people call me Dina —”

“Is that what your boyfriend calls you?”

“I-I don’t have a boyfriend.”

“Now, I know that’s a lie. A girl as pretty as you must surely have a boyfriend.”

“But all the young men my age were taken away —”

“Tell me who you’re working for.” His tone was becoming harsher, angrier.

“The Dykstras —”

“Who gave you the bicycle and sent you to Bodegraven?” He stepped closer. “What did you really do there? Who did you contact?”

“Nobody! I needed shoes!”

She started to tremble, terrified of the torture Erik had warned about. The room was hot, the coarse prison dress scratchy. She started to cover her face as her tears fell, but the officer shouted at her. “Look at me!”

Ans lowered her hands. Hot tears rolled down her cheeks.

“Tell me where you are from, innocent farm maid. Where is your family?”

Ans had thought this through in the brief time she’d spent in her jail cell. Any answers she gave could be checked —and probably would be. She didn’t want to put anyone she loved in danger, so she had decided on a story that couldn’t be verified easily and hoped she could fabricate enough details to make it believable.

“The Dutch East Indies. Bandung, on Java. I came to the Netherlands to work as a housemaid, but then the war started and the only work I could find was on a farm.” He studied her face. Ans struggled to recall the details Erik had told her about Java, all of the photographs they’d looked at together. She hoped she was a convincing liar.

“What do you miss most about home?” he asked. His cruel smile was back.