Chapters (74)
- Cover
- Praise for Lynn Austin
- Also by Lynn Austin
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- EPILOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- A Note from the Author
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Questions
- About the Author
Ans hadn’t had much time to rehearse her story while she’d waited in the first cell, but she knew from her underground training in Leiden how important every detail was. She kept her head lowered, playing the part of a simple farm maid, while the paperwork was completed. The Gestapo officer waited as well, a fox watching his prey. Ans was led to another room when her papers were complete and was told to remove all of her clothes in front of the guards and the waiting Gestapo officer. She wept in spite of her resolve not to. When they finished their thorough, humiliating search, they gave her back her underwear and a shapeless prison gown.
“Come with me, Bernandina,” the fox-faced Gestapo officer said in Dutch after she dressed. He led her into a tiny windowless room, no bigger than a closet, and told her to sit down on the only chair. He stood above her. “Why are you breaking curfew, bitte?”
“Because I —”
“Ah, ah, ah . . . look at me when you speak, bitte.”
Ans lifted her face. He would see that her fear was genuine. Would he also see that some of what she was about to tell him were lies? She needed to keep her answers simple and short to convince him that she was a naive, guileless maid. “Because I was riding my bicycle home from an errand in Bodegraven and —”
“What was your errand?”
She gave the reply she’d rehearsed in the jail cell. “Shoes. I needed new shoes.” She pointed to her blistered feet and worn-out boots. They hadn’t given her time to put them back on after they’d pulled out the laces and searched them thoroughly.
“Where are the new shoes?”
“I didn’t buy any.”
“So you came to Woerden? To search for shoes after curfew?”
“No, I-I —”
“Wouldn’t it make sense to come to Woerden first before going all the way to Bodegraven? They sell shoes here, too.”
“It was my day off. I wanted to get away —”
“Tell me why you were out after curfew.”
“Two soldiers stopped me and stole my bike. I begged them not to. I knew I couldn’t get back to the farm in time, but they —”
“Who owns this farm where you live?”
“The Dykstras. I work there as a maid.”
“Yet you came to Woerden instead of going home?”
“I couldn’t walk home in the dark.”
“Who were you going to stay with?”
“I-I didn’t know. We bring milk to a dairy here. They know me. I-I thought maybe with them.” That much was also true. The Gestapo could check with the dairyman. Ans had avoided giving any names or addresses of her underground contacts or safe houses. “I would have been home on time if they hadn’t stolen my bike!”