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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“This is Wolf,” he told her. “He works with Ans’s network.” Wolf was in his midtwenties, dark-haired and thin. He looked more suited to sitting in a student café and discussing philosophy than to being a soldier with the Dutch Resistance.

“We need hiding places for Jews and onderduikers,” he said simply. “I understand you’re willing to help.”

“We’re willing,” Pieter said.

“Do you know the risks?” He looked at Lena when he asked the question. “To you and your family?”

Lena’s heart sped up. She wanted to protect her family and keep them safe, not put them in danger. Once again, fear and faith waged war in her heart. Fear warned her not to defy the Nazis and risk imprisonment or death, while faith encouraged her to stand against evil and hide these people. It had been faith that gave her the courage to shelter Bep, and if Lena’s faith was real, then it must win this struggle. Yet she couldn’t deny the sickening dread that lay coiled in her heart at the thought of her loved ones in Nazi hands.

Then she thought of Bep’s mother. Miriam Leopold had placed her daughter in Lena’s hands, releasing her and trusting Lena to care for her child. Lena must do the same with her children. She must place them in God’s hands, trusting Him to protect them.

“Yes, we understand the risks,” Lena said. “We believe this is what God is asking us to do.”

“I’ll start sending them to you in a few days. And if anyone sees me coming and going to your farm, tell them I’m Elisabeth’s father. I work for the railroad.”

“My father is willing to help too,” Lena said. “Did you talk to him? He’s the village dominie.”

“I will. But it’s safer not to reveal any details about the workings of the underground. The Gestapo is ruthless in their use of torture to learn our secrets. That’s why we never use real names or reveal the scope of our network. Your father will know nothing about what you’re doing. And we’ll advise him not to tell you about his involvement.”

After Wolf left, Lena needed the reassurance of Pieter’s arms around her. She leaned her head against his chest, comforted by the steady thumping of his heart.

“I won’t say that I’m not afraid,” she told him, “because I am.”

“Remember why we’re doing this, Lena, why we’re taking risks and putting ourselves and our family in danger. Know in your heart that this is what God is asking us to do.”