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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

The man had the grace to hold the door open for her and help with her suitcase. But three other elders stood just inside the door, preparing to leave. One of them, the village postmaster, was married to Mama’s cousin, Truus. They’d all overheard what Ans said and were certain to tell their wives the big news. The prodigal daughter had returned home and was sneaking around in the dark of night —with a baby. She should have given more thought to how her arrival would look.

Ans moved into the parlor, where chairs had been gathered into a circle for the meeting. Opa looked surprised when he saw Ans, but he recovered quickly and came to her rescue, pretending not to be surprised at all.

“You made it. Come in, my child. Can I hold the baby for you? How was your trip?”

“Tiring,” she said, laying Elisheva in his arms. “But at least she slept.” He parted the blanket, smiling as he looked at the baby’s face.

“I’ll say good night to you gentlemen,” Opa said, shooing them out the door. He was still cradling the baby. “It was a good meeting. We’ll talk again.” The moment he closed the door and turned to Ans, she burst into tears. He embraced her with his free arm and kissed the top of her head. “Come, let’s sit down for a moment.” He led her to the sofa and sat down beside her.

“I’m sorry. I’ll need to be stronger if I’m going to do this work,” Ans said between sobs. “And I’m sorry for surprising you this way. I didn’t plan ahead for what I would do if you had company . . . and I ran into Mrs. Van Dam outside the train station and . . . and I wasn’t prepared.”

“Is the child Jewish?” he asked.

“How did you know?” She wiped her eyes on her sleeve.

“Because I know you, my dear girl. What’s her name?”

“It’s Elisabeth now. Her parents are my friends. The Nazis are rounding up all of the Jews in Amsterdam and Leiden and everywhere else and transporting them to resettlement camps.”

“Yes, we’ve heard about it through the underground newspapers.”

“My employers and I are helping to hide as many people as we can, but it’s difficult to hide babies as young as Elisabeth. I’m hoping Mama and Papa will take care of her for us.”

“She’s beautiful,” he said, gazing down at her.

“The thing is . . . I hated to put Mama and Papa in danger, yet I couldn’t stand by and do nothing to help.”

“Don’t worry about your parents. The compassion you feel for this child —and your desire to do what’s right —are things you learned from them. They won’t hesitate to take her, in spite of the risks.”

“But I’m putting Maaike and Wim in danger too.”