Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
“You should’ve waked me and I would have kissed it better,” Nicole said. She sat down to eat her cereal, but kept eyeing Val as if she were a stranger.
* * *
All week Val kept herself to herself, wearing huge Jackie O shades to hide the worst of the swelling and looping colored scarves around her neck. She left home only to ferry Nicole to and from school, to pick up groceries, or to go to her cleaning job in the evening. Her brain was ticking over constantly, trying to decide what to do, weighing up one option after another. Every night she lay awake working out the repercussions and pitfalls of each plan. Tiny noises startled her: was it Tony coming back? She bolted the door and wedged a chair under the handle so it would be hard for him to break down, but still she slept fitfully and wakened at sounds as faint as that of a moth fluttering against the windowpane.
By the end of the week she had made her decision. There was only one route open to her. It was a terrifying prospect, but she had run out of options.
“Shall we visit Aunt Peggy today?” she asked Nicole on the Saturday morning, and Nicole clapped her hands in excitement. She loved playing with Peggy’s son, Lenny.
“What the hell happened?” Peggy exclaimed, taking a step back in horror. “Did you get mugged?”
Although Val’s appearance was much improved, she still looked as though she had come off worse in a boxing match, and her throat bore the clear imprint of her husband’s fingers.
“Was it Tony?” Peggy mouthed, after checking Nicole was out of earshot, and Val nodded.
“He’s an animal! You have to go to the police,” Peggy’s husband, Ken, insisted. “I’ll come with you. He can’t get away with this.”
“I can’t.” Val shook her head. She had given it a lot of thought. “I’m not brave enough to stand up in court and accuse him. He would hire an expensive solicitor and get off scot-free, then he would come after me. He’d never let it rest.” She took a sip of coffee and winced at the sting of hot liquid on her lip. It was still difficult to swallow; the swelling made it feel as though there was a rock stuck in her throat. “No, I’ve decided that Nicole and I will go to China to see my mom. We’ll be gone a couple of months, and on our return I’ll find a new flat and a new job. I’ve started from scratch before, so I can do it again.”
Peggy and Ken looked at each other. Ken spoke first. “How will you raise the money? We would help, but—”