Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
Nicole shook her head. “We watched Skippy on TV, then Auntie Peggy played Snap with me. Mom, can we get a TV? Please?”
Val sighed. “One day, sweetie. When Mommy has a bit more cash.”
Once Nicole was tucked up in bed, Val returned to the pile of papers. The probate document was near the top, attached by a paper clip to the form Tony had filled out requesting it. She noticed that the grant was in both their names, not just hers. Maybe that was the way it worked when you were a married couple, but it annoyed her all the same. Tony had barely known her father.
She flicked further through the pile: correspondence with the tax office, with the estate agent who had sold the house—and then her eye was caught by a brightly colored Chinese stamp with pictures of smiling workers and a Communist-style logo. It was a letter, addressed to her, that had come all the way from China. The handwriting was neat and the envelope had been opened. Tony had obviously read it and decided not to pass it on.
Val pulled the letter from the envelope and scanned the first few lines: Can it really be you? After all this time? I am overwhelmed with joy to hear from you. She clutched her throat and turned the pages over to check the signature: Your loving mother, Ha Suran.
She dropped the letter onto the table and covered her face with both hands, so overcome that it was several minutes before she could read the rest: When your father sent me back to Manchuria, my heart broke in two. He knew I could never raise the fare to return to Australia as I was penniless and my family is very poor. I wrote hundreds of letters but never received a reply, and I guessed he must be keeping them from you.
Val was stunned at the cruelty of this. What if Tony snatched Nicole and never let Val see or hear from her again? The pain would be unbearable. Why had her father done that to Ha Suran—and to her?
Ha Suran did not explain why she had been sent away, but she did ask dozens of questions about Val’s life. Was she married? Did she have children? Where did she live? Could she send a photograph? Was she happy? She longed to know that her little girl was doing well.
Near the end of the letter, she wrote that she did not want to cause alarm, but that her health was poor and she did not expect to live much longer. She wrote that Val should not be sad, because now she could die happy knowing that her daughter was safe.