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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Val made a snap decision and hung up. The sound of his voice disappeared midsentence. If only she had been able to switch it off so effectively before. She pictured his rage. Knowing him, he’d hurl the telephone across the room. That made her smile, although her hands were shaking. It felt empowering to have that control.

Nicole waved from the top of the slide and let go, her long hair flowing in a shiny curtain behind her.

* * *

Just opposite the office block where Val worked there was a dark-green-painted building with the sign Henry Trotman & Son, Family Solicitors. Underneath, in smaller letters, it said Divorce, Child Custody, Property, Wills, then First Consultation Free. She stood in the doorway, staring at the smart reception area with its leather chairs and paintings on the wall. The receptionist caught her eye and smiled, and that helped make up her mind. She pushed open the door.

“I’d like to make an appointment for a consultation. The free one, that is. If I can.” She cursed herself for being so timid.

“Of course. Let me check the diary.”

The receptionist had been so warm, and had seemed so sympathetic, that Val had been expecting the same from the solicitor. Instead, when she arrived for her appointment with Mr. Trotman (the son), his manner was businesslike and formal. He didn’t look at her directly but focused his attention on the notes in front of him or the cup of coffee at his elbow, into which he laboriously stirred two sugar cubes.

“Your husband has a right to see his daughter. You must make arrangements for access immediately, or it could make a judge look unfavorably on you,” he said after hearing her story. Val’s spirits plummeted.

“But Tony is violent. He’s been violent toward me for years and he had started to hit our daughter. She’s only five.” Her voice rose, sounding squeaky and, to her ears, unconvincing.

Mr. Trotman picked up his pen. “Do you have proof of that? Were the police called? Does your family doctor have a record of your injuries?”

Val rubbed her left wrist. “He broke my wrist once, but he told the hospital it was an accident. I’ve never told the police or our doctor.”

“Any relatives who can back up your story? Your daughter’s teachers, perhaps?”

Val lowered her head, shook it slowly.

“We can’t sue for divorce on grounds of his violence without proof, but we could try to insist that your daughter’s access visits are supervised. Is there a family member or friend who would do that?” He narrowed his eyes and she could tell he was assessing her, judging how reliable she seemed.

“I could find someone,” she said.