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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

She kept up the stream of news on the walk home, requiring little response from Val, pausing only to beg for some popping candy or fizzy cola sweets when they passed the milk bar. Val never had the heart to refuse, even though it was expenditure she would have to hide from Tony when she filled in the accounts book. He didn’t approve of sweets.

“We’ve got a pet rabbit at school, Mommy,” Nicole continued, her words thick from the sweet she was chewing. “His nose goes like this . . .” She demonstrated, her tiny nose wiggling up and down in a pretty accurate imitation of a real rabbit.

“What color is it?” Val asked.

“White. And his name’s Edward.”

“How do you know it’s a boy?”

Nicole raised her eyebrows: “Of course he’s a boy! He’s got a boy’s name.”

“Silly me.” Val smiled, and the movement felt unfamiliar, as if the corners of her mouth might crack.

“He escaped today. Sally was holding him and he jumped out of her arms and ran all over the classroom. Everyone was screaming. Mrs. Cole shut the door and got a piece of carrot and she tried to trap him in the corner but when she got near, he leaped over her arm and escaped again.” Nicole giggled from deep in her belly, a sound full of joy. “It was the funniest thing ever.”

Her face was so animated, her pleasure so genuine that Val spoke without thinking. “Maybe we should get a pet rabbit at home.”

As soon as the words were out, she regretted them. Tony would never agree. He’d worry about the smell, the cost of pet food, the incursion of a rabbit run into his precious yard.

“Oh, please!” Nicole begged. “Pretty please.”

“We’ll see what Daddy says. Maybe he’ll want you to wait till you’re older so you can look after it yourself.” It was hard to backtrack from such a tantalizing offer. “Why don’t you leave me to ask him? You don’t want to annoy him or he’ll definitely say no.”

But the seed had been planted, and Nicole’s talk all afternoon was of names for rabbits, the different colors of their fur, and the foods she thought they liked best.

At dinner that evening—sausages and mashed potatoes—Nicole told Tony about the school rabbit. He laughed out loud at her imitation of its nose twitching, and encouraged by the response, she told him about Edward escaping and the pandemonium in the classroom as they tried to catch him. Proud that her story was going so well, she waved her arm in the air to demonstrate how Edward had leaped over the teacher’s arm, and a lump of potato flew from the fork she was holding and landed on the floor.