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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Maria’s mother had been just twelve years old when she met her father at the wedding of her elder sister Ella to a Russian nobleman, but she said they fell in love straightaway. Both knew their own minds from the very start. Maria had felt great passion for the officer Kolya Demenkov, whom she met in 1914. She used to toss and turn in bed at night, her skin tingling as she pictured him kissing her and holding her in his arms. But she had never imagined kissing Dickie and wasn’t sure she could. She didn’t think of him that way; he was more like a brother. Did that matter? Could you learn to love someone over time?

She knew she must tell her mother of this proposal but she hesitated. When Olga came into the bedroom to retrieve her shawl, Maria slid the letter between the pages of a book. She wanted to think it through so she could know her own mind—but there was little time to spare if she must respond by next morning.

* * *

“Oh, but that’s wonderful news!” her mother cried as she read the letter that evening.

“Victoria will be delighted. We discussed the possibility of a match when she was here just before the war, and both agreed you and Dickie were very compatible.”

“You did?” Maria was stunned. “Why did you not tell me?”

Her mother shrugged. “It’s better for young people to find out for themselves. I would never force any of my children to marry someone they did not love.”

“But how can I know if I would love him? We were children when we last met. Besides, he’s younger than I.”

“Only a year. That’s nothing.” Alexandra peered at her over the top of the pages.

“There’s another thing you might consider: if you were to become engaged to a member of the British royal family, they would have to redouble their efforts to get us out of here. It could only work in our favor.”

Maria was alarmed. “So you think I should accept him for that reason? Even though I don’t love him?”

Her mother frowned. “Not accept, necessarily, but it would be kind to give him hope, surely? Then after we are rescued from here, you can spend all the time you like getting to know each other. I think it’s a charming letter, Mashka. What do you have to lose?”

Maria considered this. “Can we keep it secret from the others? They will tease me and I’m not sure . . .” Her voice trailed off. “Besides, Olga and Tatiana might be jealous if I get engaged before them.”