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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

She roasted a leg of lamb, his favorite, hoping that might change his mind. Wasn’t food supposed to be one way to a man’s heart? When he arrived at the door, he sniffed the air and said, “Smells good,” before giving her a quick hug and a peck on the cheek.

Nicole rushed to fling her arms around Bess.

“Hi there, world traveler.” Bill ruffled her hair. “How’s the jet lag?”

“I’m OK,” Nicole told him. “I’ve been telling all my friends how amazing Russia is.”

Bill raised an eyebrow. “I thought it was a boring country for boring old people.”

Val returned to the kitchen, half listening to them from the next room. She was jumpy with nerves. Was he planning to tell her it was over when Nicole went to bed? She would have to keep up her nonchalant act till then.

* * *

Nicole fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow, and Val wandered back to the sitting room clutching a couple of beers. She passed one to Bill, then sat down and waited, an empty feeling in the pit of her stomach despite the meal she had just eaten.

“I’ve been thinking about your dad,” he began, “and I feel sorry for the bloke. He probably didn’t have any choice about being part of the execution squad. The Bolsheviks were pretty forceful back in those days. And it clearly haunted him for the rest of his life, which is why he said what he did in the nursing home.”

Val was taken aback. This wasn’t the conversation she’d been expecting, but she replied, “If you had been ordered to shoot five youngsters, you wouldn’t have done it, would you?”

“We live in different times,” he commented. “The Red Army was brutal. My parents lived through some godawful times during the civil war and the years after. They emigrated when Stalin began his purges in 1933, but had seen some pure evil before then.” He took a swig of his beer. “That’s why I can’t understand them going back. They reckon it’s all changed, but look at our experience: we weren’t allowed to wander round freely, our hotel rooms were probably bugged, and we had to employ subterfuge to visit Sverdlovsk. A state that’s fairly run shouldn’t have to resort to such measures.”

Val braced herself to bring up their argument. “I’m sorry I could have compromised your parents’ situation by talking about the Romanovs. I wasn’t thinking.”

Bill waved his beer can. “No worries. It doesn’t seem as though any harm’s been done.”

Val looked at him in astonishment. Was that it?