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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“The woman was asking lots of questions about whether I thought any of the Romanovs might have survived. She’s a historian writing a thesis about it. I gave her deliberately vague answers.”

Maria nodded. “So Bolotov is dead? What age is his daughter?”

“Much younger than me: I’d say late thirties. She was born in Australia. It seems he emigrated there.”

“Does she have any brothers or sisters?” She wondered how Stepan felt. It must be peculiar to discover he had a half sister.

“I didn’t ask.”

“How did she find you?” Maria asked, still watching him.

“She didn’t know who I was. Her tour guide brought her to me to ask about the Fabergé box. I didn’t enlighten her, but I did tell her that her father was one of the executioners. That shocked her. She hadn’t known before.”

“Poor woman,” Maria said. “It’s not her fault. We don’t choose our parents.”

“I suppose not.”

“Did you arrange to meet her again? I would love to see my old sketchbook and photo album, and the Fabergé box Mama gave me.”

Stepan shook his head. “I don’t want to see her again. She’s here on holiday and flying back to Australia soon. But she said I could keep these photos.”

“That was kind of her.” Maria clutched them to her chest. “Were you polite, Stepan? You don’t sound as though you were very pleased to make her acquaintance.”

He shrugged. “I made her a cup of tea.”

“You didn’t feel any kind of bond?”

“Definitely not.” He dismissed the idea. “She doesn’t look like me. She has black hair, an oriental look. Besides, I have all the family I could possibly want right here in Russia.”

Maria smiled and patted his hand. “I’d like to show these pictures to the others,” she said. “We can say a tourist brought them to your office, after finding them in an old camera. They don’t need to know who that tourist was.”

Still, after all these years, she had not told Peter who Stepan’s biological father was. He had never asked and she had never seen the need to unburden herself. Some secrets were best kept. As far as she knew, Stepan had not told Ludmilla either. Irina, Mikhail, and Yelena all knew that she had been a Romanov, but her grandchildren had not been told yet, even though the eldest two were in their twenties. Maria had resolved she would never tell any of them that Stepan had a different father than his siblings. It didn’t matter anymore; never had.

Stepan helped her up from the bed and took her arm as she hobbled slowly to the kitchen, cardigan forgotten.

“Peter! Turn the radio off!” she called.