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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“My goodness, I hope you two have more interesting subjects to discuss,” Maria said. “Let me take your coat. Please sit down. Have something to drink.” She had laid out a choice of tea, barley water, or kvass.

Stepan kept his thoughts to himself while the women chatted. Yelena wanted to know where Ludmilla’s coat came from, which led to a discussion of the new clothes shops that had opened in Gostiniy Dvor, then to the thriving black market in clothing coupons, which were easily available under the counter at any street market.

Before the war, they could never have trusted a stranger like this, Maria mused. They would have talked in generalities and certainly never have admitted cheating the system in any way. Of course, there were still informers, there were still purges, and the NKVD still turned up to make arrests in the night, but not nearly as often.

When Maria went to the kitchen to finish preparing the food, Ludmilla followed her.

“Can I help?” she asked, then caught sight of the spread. “Heavens, you’ve gone to so much trouble!”

Maria had made little side dishes of potatoes, salads, and pickled vegetables to go around the centerpiece of a whole salmon Stepan had caught, cooked with fresh dill from the garden she had cultivated in the courtyard. It did look fetching. “Thank you.” She smiled. “I’m very glad to meet you. Stepan has never brought a friend home before.”

Ludmilla colored slightly and Maria was pleased. That meant she liked him too. “Tell me about your family,” she said as she placed serving spoons onto each dish. “How did they fare in the war?”

“My father was killed at the barricades in 1943,” Ludmilla said. “Stepan knew him slightly, and I’m glad of that. He was a good man.”

“I’m sorry for your loss. Did your mother survive?”

“She was executed in 1937,” Ludmilla said, her tone flat.

Maria gave a sharp intake of breath. Normally no one would admit this.

Ludmilla continued. “She was a devout woman and refused to give up her religious observance even when warned repeatedly by the NKVD. At the time I felt angry that she did not hide it for the sake of her family. But now I think she was extraordinarily brave to stand up for her beliefs.”

Maria shook her head. “She must have been torn between her family and her church. What a tragic story!”

Ludmilla nodded. “We all have our sorrows. Stepan told me about your husband. It’s such a waste.”

“The purges, the war—I feel as though God forsook our country long ago. As if we are paying the price for ancient sins.”

Ludmilla reached out and touched Maria’s shoulder. “I’m so sorry about your daughter too,” she said. “If there is anything I can do to help with your search, you must ask.”