Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
“I’ve been thinking,” he said. “If I give you a list of the Leningrad prisoners of war being held under my jurisdiction, might you be able to let their families know where they are? They are not permitted to write until they have been cleared, but it seems cruel to leave their families in the dark.”
“Goodness!” Maria was surprised. “I’d be happy to try.”
When the train arrived at Yaroslavl, she accompanied Leonid by tram to the police station where he was to interview some men that afternoon. She waited in the vestibule while he went to fetch the latest list, still marveling that he would trust her with it. How times had changed!
He returned with a sheet of paper with dozens of names, in alphabetical order, along with each serviceman’s army number and his last-known address.
“I’ll do what I can,” she told him, glancing at it. “I wish all the happiness in the world to you and your daughter.”
She caught a bus to a children’s home nearby, and during the journey she began to scan the list, checking the soldiers’ names against her card index, marking with a question mark where there could be a possible match. And then her heart skipped a beat. There, under Dubov, was the name Mikhail Alexandrovich. The same name as her son.
Don’t be silly, she told herself. It can’t be him. He’s too young for the army.
She continued to the children’s home, but there was a voice echoing in her head: “What if it is him? What if he’s here?”
No one at the home had heard of Katya or Mikhail, so she caught the bus back into town and alighted outside the police station, her leg aching badly from all the walking. Leonid was nowhere to be seen, but at the inquiries desk she pointed to her list and asked, “How do I find out where this prisoner of war is being held?”
Memories of the cruelty of the officer at Bolshoi Dom came flooding back, but this one consulted a ledger, then walked through a door behind him to ask a colleague. When he returned, he had a piece of paper in his hand.
“Mikhail Alexandrovich Dubov is at this prison, just across town, awaiting filtration.”
“Filtration?”
“Waiting to be assessed.” He smiled. “Relative of yours?”
“I don’t know. Maybe.”
“Go and ask,” he suggested. “They might let you see him. Number 46 bus.”
As she stood at the bus stop, Maria chided herself. Don’t get your hopes up. This is a wild-goose chase. Lots of people have the same name. She spoke to Peter in her head. I have to try every lead, though, because so far nothing is working.