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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“I’ve been thinking,” he said. “If I give you a list of the Leningrad prisoners of war being held under my jurisdiction, might you be able to let their families know where they are? They are not permitted to write until they have been cleared, but it seems cruel to leave their families in the dark.”

“Goodness!” Maria was surprised. “I’d be happy to try.”

When the train arrived at Yaroslavl, she accompanied Leonid by tram to the police station where he was to interview some men that afternoon. She waited in the vestibule while he went to fetch the latest list, still marveling that he would trust her with it. How times had changed!

He returned with a sheet of paper with dozens of names, in alphabetical order, along with each serviceman’s army number and his last-known address.

“I’ll do what I can,” she told him, glancing at it. “I wish all the happiness in the world to you and your daughter.”

She caught a bus to a children’s home nearby, and during the journey she began to scan the list, checking the soldiers’ names against her card index, marking with a question mark where there could be a possible match. And then her heart skipped a beat. There, under Dubov, was the name Mikhail Alexandrovich. The same name as her son.

Don’t be silly, she told herself. It can’t be him. He’s too young for the army.

She continued to the children’s home, but there was a voice echoing in her head: “What if it is him? What if he’s here?”

No one at the home had heard of Katya or Mikhail, so she caught the bus back into town and alighted outside the police station, her leg aching badly from all the walking. Leonid was nowhere to be seen, but at the inquiries desk she pointed to her list and asked, “How do I find out where this prisoner of war is being held?”

Memories of the cruelty of the officer at Bolshoi Dom came flooding back, but this one consulted a ledger, then walked through a door behind him to ask a colleague. When he returned, he had a piece of paper in his hand.

“Mikhail Alexandrovich Dubov is at this prison, just across town, awaiting filtration.”

“Filtration?”

“Waiting to be assessed.” He smiled. “Relative of yours?”

“I don’t know. Maybe.”

“Go and ask,” he suggested. “They might let you see him. Number 46 bus.”

As she stood at the bus stop, Maria chided herself. Don’t get your hopes up. This is a wild-goose chase. Lots of people have the same name. She spoke to Peter in her head. I have to try every lead, though, because so far nothing is working.