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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“Was Anatoly Bolotov dark-haired?” he asked, and Maria nodded, sucking in her lips. “I have often wondered why I am the only dark one in the family. And now I know.”

“Please don’t blame me,” she begged.

“It wasn’t your fault my father was a rapist. Don’t worry, Mama. I just need time to get used to this news. I’ll be all right.”

He turned, and she heard the clank of the metal shovel as he began scraping the ashes from the fire in the next room.

* * *

Maria sat on the edge of her bed and tried to stand up but could not manage. Her broken leg ached with the effort and the other one seemed to have stiffened up and would not bear her weight. She lay down and exercised on the bed: bending her knee then straightening it, sliding her leg out to the side, lifting it off the sheet. It hurt, but she must get some strength back if she was ever to walk again. Twice now she had thought she was about to die and God had given her a reprieve. It was up to her to snatch this chance with both hands.

One evening Stepan came home shouting in excitement. “Everyone! Come and see what I have brought.”

He burst into Maria’s bedroom carrying a canvas bag from which he produced a chicken. A whole chicken, complete with head and feathers! It was followed by a bunch of carrots and a round cabbage, then he held open the top of the bag to show a pile of muddy potatoes. “Our troops have opened a land corridor along the shores of the lake. These supplies arrived this morning and all the gunners got a share.”

Maria started to cry. She couldn’t help it. “Will the war be over soon?” she asked. “Does this mean we are winning?” If there was a land corridor, surely Mikhail and Katya would return?

“It’s a start, Mama. We will beat them back from Russian soil, inch by inch and foot by foot.”

Her stomach gurgled at the aroma of the chicken boiling in the pot, and when she sipped the rich, flavorful broth Irina made, she could feel warmth spreading through her bones and strength flooding her veins. It hadn’t been her time to die. She had to get used to the idea of living.

“What date is it today?” she asked Yelena, who had come to sit with her.

“The eighteenth of January.”

“What year?” she asked, confused. It had been the end of October when she fell on the ice. Had she really been in bed for nearly three months?

“Nineteen forty-three, of course.”