Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
“Was Anatoly Bolotov dark-haired?” he asked, and Maria nodded, sucking in her lips. “I have often wondered why I am the only dark one in the family. And now I know.”
“Please don’t blame me,” she begged.
“It wasn’t your fault my father was a rapist. Don’t worry, Mama. I just need time to get used to this news. I’ll be all right.”
He turned, and she heard the clank of the metal shovel as he began scraping the ashes from the fire in the next room.
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Maria sat on the edge of her bed and tried to stand up but could not manage. Her broken leg ached with the effort and the other one seemed to have stiffened up and would not bear her weight. She lay down and exercised on the bed: bending her knee then straightening it, sliding her leg out to the side, lifting it off the sheet. It hurt, but she must get some strength back if she was ever to walk again. Twice now she had thought she was about to die and God had given her a reprieve. It was up to her to snatch this chance with both hands.
One evening Stepan came home shouting in excitement. “Everyone! Come and see what I have brought.”
He burst into Maria’s bedroom carrying a canvas bag from which he produced a chicken. A whole chicken, complete with head and feathers! It was followed by a bunch of carrots and a round cabbage, then he held open the top of the bag to show a pile of muddy potatoes. “Our troops have opened a land corridor along the shores of the lake. These supplies arrived this morning and all the gunners got a share.”
Maria started to cry. She couldn’t help it. “Will the war be over soon?” she asked. “Does this mean we are winning?” If there was a land corridor, surely Mikhail and Katya would return?
“It’s a start, Mama. We will beat them back from Russian soil, inch by inch and foot by foot.”
Her stomach gurgled at the aroma of the chicken boiling in the pot, and when she sipped the rich, flavorful broth Irina made, she could feel warmth spreading through her bones and strength flooding her veins. It hadn’t been her time to die. She had to get used to the idea of living.
“What date is it today?” she asked Yelena, who had come to sit with her.
“The eighteenth of January.”
“What year?” she asked, confused. It had been the end of October when she fell on the ice. Had she really been in bed for nearly three months?
“Nineteen forty-three, of course.”