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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

By popular demand, a few Orthodox priests came out of hiding and began to conduct church services. Maria went to St. Vladimir’s Cathedral every Sunday and prayed for her own family, for her baby Pavel, for Peter—always for Peter—and for all the souls whose bodies she had found in the streets that week. She no longer visited the cemetery where Peter lay. As her strength ebbed, the walk was too much, and she could not bear to see the piles of corpses waiting for burial. The temperature had dropped to minus thirty and the earth was too hard to dig graves anymore.

All her children were thinner, but Mikhail’s pallor had improved since she started finding ways to slip him a little extra food.

“More supplies will be on the way soon,” her friend at the factory told her. “The Ice Road has opened at last.”

Maria wanted to jump for joy. For some weeks they had been waiting for the ice on Lake Ladoga to freeze to a depth of eight inches, because then it could take the weight of a truck driving over it and their city would once more be connected to the rest of the Soviet Union. She felt proud of her nation’s engineers. Germans would never manage such a feat. Only Russians with their long, cold winters knew how to use the elements to their advantage. She remembered the French Emperor Napoleon’s defeat in Russia in 1812 because his troops did not know how to survive the cold, and felt a glimmer of confidence that the war would soon be over.

“What food do you think they will bring first?” she asked, and they began to salivate as they talked of succulent beef cooked in a cream sauce, of rich cakes laced with honey, of potatoes baked on the fire and slathered in butter.

She went home that evening to a watery soup made of dandelions and nettles, and half a slice of crumbly, sour-tasting ration bread.

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Toward the end of January, a neighbor’s boy caught whooping cough. The residents of the block sat in the air-raid shelter listening to his painful bouts of coughing followed by the distinctive whooping sound.

“Have you taken him to hospital?” Maria asked his mother. “That sounds nasty.”

“They say most children recover in time,” she replied, fear in her eyes.

Raisa leaned across to whisper to Maria. “I think we should tell her not to bring him to the shelter anymore in case he infects the rest of us.”

Maria ignored her, but huddled her children close. When they got back upstairs, she gave them a double dose of vitamin powder, just in case.