Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
Maria didn’t have to be told twice. On her way to work, she stopped at the Hôtel de l’Europe on Nevsky Prospekt, which was being used as a military hospital. Her reward for a pint of blood was coupons for an extra two days’ family ration of bread, along with a bag of root vegetables. “Can I come back next week?” she asked, and was disappointed to be told that she could not donate again for another month. At least they ate well that night—a stew of potatoes, onions, carrot, and turnip, with fresh parsley sprinkled on top—and she made sure Mikhail got a bigger portion than his sisters. This deprivation seemed to be harder for men than for women, so she was relieved when Stepan told her that he was receiving army rations at his post on the antiaircraft battery.
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When the snow came and the rivers iced over, the sense of claustrophobia intensified. There were bombs dropping most nights, gunfire by day, and a cold that felt crueler than in any winter Maria could remember. When Katya couldn’t find firewood for their burzhuika stove, Maria began to break up items of furniture and rip the baseboards from the walls. It was only December, with at least three more months of winter stretching in front of them. How would they survive? When would the city be relieved? She was beginning to think Stalin had abandoned them. Did he know of their plight? How could he let them starve?
On December 15, a Monday, Maria and Irina were walking to work through the snow. No one had cleared the pavement, so they walked in single file along a track worn by the footsteps of those who had gone before, dodging the rubble from bomb-damaged buildings. At the corner of Ulitsa Pestelya, there was a man lying on his side in the snow. Maria’s first thought was that he must have slipped, and she crouched to grasp his elbow and help him up.
“Sir? Are you all right?” she asked. It was then she saw that his eyes were wide open and staring out of a face tinged blue and sparkling with frost.
“He’s dead, Mom,” Irina said, a sob in her throat. “What should we do?”
Maria had seen dead people before—her family in the basement in Ekaterinburg; her baby Pavel lying in the bed beside her—and she knew straightaway that Irina was right. His body was here, but this man’s spirit was long gone. She closed his eyes then searched through his coat pockets until she found a ration card with an address on it. His name was Pavel, like her son, and his apartment block was just around the corner.
“You go ahead to the factory. Tell them I will be half an hour late,” she instructed Irina. “I’ll see if any family members are at home.”