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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

He turned on his heel, and as soon as the door clicked shut, Tatiana turned to Maria and hissed, “What on earth happened last night? You were gone for ages. What did you and Ivan get up to?”

Maria burst into tears. “Nothing! I just went to thank him for the cake.”

“Really, Mashka,” her mother reproached. “You mustn’t talk to the guards. They are not our friends, and it’s not seemly.”

“Are you all right?” Olga asked kindly, placing a hand over Maria’s. “Did he take liberties?”

“No,” she sobbed. “He made my birthday special by bringing that cake, and now it is ruined.” She scraped her chair back and stood up. “I wish we could leave here. I’m so fed up with everything.”

“Sit down, Maria,” Tatiana ordered, but she ran from the room. Instead of turning toward the girls’ bedroom, she headed for the lavatory, wondering which guard was on duty that day. When she saw it was Peter Vasnetsov, she checked the hall was empty before whispering through her tears, “What has happened to Ivan?”

“He’s in jail,” Peter replied, looking solemn.

Maria choked on a sob and ran into the bathroom, burying her face in a towel and crying till her eyes were raw and her chest ached.

* * *

After breakfast and morning scriptures, Tatiana took Maria to the dining room, where they could talk in peace.

“What happened in the hall last night?” she demanded. “I could tell from your face when you came back to the bedroom that you were distressed, then you were flushed when Avdeyev came in this morning . . .”

Maria stared at her lap, fidgeting. “I just said thank you to Ivan for the cake.”

Tatiana scrutinized her. “Do you have a crush on him? I know what you’re like with your silly crushes. We all remember Kolya Demenkov.” She rolled her eyes.

Maria was cross. “If I like someone, you call it a silly crush. But you like Dmitri Malama. Isn’t that a crush too?” Maria was referring to a cavalry officer from home, a man Tatiana was very keen on. They had corresponded throughout the war, and Maria knew he was finding secret ways to keep in touch now they were in captivity, although Tatiana never spoke of it.

Tatiana bristled. “It’s completely different. Dmitri and I plan to marry someday, and we are old enough to know our own minds, but you change your crushes with the prevailing wind. You really must stay away from the guards, Mashka. If Avdeyev gets riled, you put us all in danger.”

Maria was defiant. “On the contrary, my friendships with the guards could save us. None of them would hurt a hair on our heads. They are kind, gentle souls and I think it is only right to be civil to them.”