Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
Arrangements slid into place over the next week, as if the gods were smiling on Val—for a change, she thought. First she was awarded the job of telephone operator, then the university agreed to give her an advance on her salary to pay the deposit on a flat. She found a tiny apartment in Camperdown, even smaller than the one in Balmain but with an affordable rent. Yet again, she and Nicole would share a bedroom, and the shower was in what amounted to a walk-in closet, but the place had been recently repainted, its floorboards newly stripped and varnished. It was miles more comfortable than her mother’s home in Harbin. What was more, there was a primary school down the road from the university, so Val could drop Nicole there on her way to work. After lessons finished, she could play in the university day care for a couple of hours until Val’s shift was over, then they could spend their evenings together. It was worlds better than the late-night cleaning job. She wished she could phone her mom in Harbin to tell her; instead she wrote a long letter describing their new life. She hoped Ha Suran would be proud.
When Val took Nicole for her first morning at yet another new school and left her in the care of yet another teacher, she felt a pang of guilt at the way her daughter’s life had been disrupted. She was only six, but this was her third school, her third home, in less than a year. Val remembered the intense loneliness she herself had felt when her father made her move at the age of thirteen, and the struggle to make new friends when playground alliances had already been cemented. She hoped Nicole would not have the same trouble, and watched carefully for any signs of anxiety. But after her first day at the new school Nicole asked if someone called Amy could come and play on the weekend, and by the end of the week she was engulfed by a group of girls with white kneesocks and neat hair ribbons as soon as Val led her into the playground.
There wasn’t much storage space in the new flat, so many of their possessions had to be left in cardboard boxes stacked in the corner, to be dug out when needed. It was several weeks after moving in when Val came across the old photographs still tucked in a pocket of the suitcase she was using to store winter clothes. She pulled them out to have another look at the ghostly black-and-white images: the girls in their ethereal white dresses, and the one of her father as a young man. Ivan Skorokhodov; the name suited him better than Irwin Scott. He had been Russian to his fingertips.