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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Arrangements slid into place over the next week, as if the gods were smiling on Val—for a change, she thought. First she was awarded the job of telephone operator, then the university agreed to give her an advance on her salary to pay the deposit on a flat. She found a tiny apartment in Camperdown, even smaller than the one in Balmain but with an affordable rent. Yet again, she and Nicole would share a bedroom, and the shower was in what amounted to a walk-in closet, but the place had been recently repainted, its floorboards newly stripped and varnished. It was miles more comfortable than her mother’s home in Harbin. What was more, there was a primary school down the road from the university, so Val could drop Nicole there on her way to work. After lessons finished, she could play in the university day care for a couple of hours until Val’s shift was over, then they could spend their evenings together. It was worlds better than the late-night cleaning job. She wished she could phone her mom in Harbin to tell her; instead she wrote a long letter describing their new life. She hoped Ha Suran would be proud.

When Val took Nicole for her first morning at yet another new school and left her in the care of yet another teacher, she felt a pang of guilt at the way her daughter’s life had been disrupted. She was only six, but this was her third school, her third home, in less than a year. Val remembered the intense loneliness she herself had felt when her father made her move at the age of thirteen, and the struggle to make new friends when playground alliances had already been cemented. She hoped Nicole would not have the same trouble, and watched carefully for any signs of anxiety. But after her first day at the new school Nicole asked if someone called Amy could come and play on the weekend, and by the end of the week she was engulfed by a group of girls with white kneesocks and neat hair ribbons as soon as Val led her into the playground.

There wasn’t much storage space in the new flat, so many of their possessions had to be left in cardboard boxes stacked in the corner, to be dug out when needed. It was several weeks after moving in when Val came across the old photographs still tucked in a pocket of the suitcase she was using to store winter clothes. She pulled them out to have another look at the ghostly black-and-white images: the girls in their ethereal white dresses, and the one of her father as a young man. Ivan Skorokhodov; the name suited him better than Irwin Scott. He had been Russian to his fingertips.