Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
“I wish you would explain women to me,” he said, gazing at her directly. “A great beauty like you must surely have insights that would help me to find a sweetheart.”
Maria snorted. “A great beauty indeed! Do you know what my family call me? Fat little bow-wow. I can have no illusions about my appearance with such a nickname.”
“But you have eyes as big as saucers, hair that gleams like sunshine, and skin like finest porcelain.” He shook his head, glancing down at her figure. “And you are not even slightly plump. Families are cruel. My brother calls me Teeny because I am the shortest of the three of us.”
“I think you are the perfect height,” Maria exclaimed. “I’m sure you will have no trouble capturing the heart of a woman—when you meet the right one.” She blushed, then continued. “You are lucky to have the opportunity. I will be nineteen years old on the twenty-seventh of June and have not yet had a beau. At this rate, I will die an old maid.”
Ivan shook his head. “That will never happen. All men must find you irresistible. As soon as your family’s situation is settled, I’m sure you will find happiness.”
Maria pursed her lips and gave him a sad look.
* * *
Little Alexei was still in terrible pain, with acute swellings in his joints after being bumped around so much on the journey. The girls took turns to entertain him, trying to distract him from his suffering. Maria drew pencil portraits of their captors and tried to amuse her little brother with humorous descriptions of their characters: “as pompous as a walrus on a beach,” she said of Avdeyev; “a slippery ferret in a rabbit hole” of his deputy, Medvedev. The girls took turns to read to him from any books they could find, and they revived Three Sisters, the Chekhov play they had performed at Tobolsk. Sometimes Alexei was well enough for a game of halma, and they moved a table close to allow him to join in.
One sunny day in June, Maria carried him down to the yard to get some fresh air. She had always been physically the strongest of the four girls and did her best to carry him smoothly, without jarring, but she could tell from the frequent intakes of breath that the movement was hurting.
She placed him in a bath chair, from where he surveyed the shadowy yard. Turrets were being built in the corners of the tall fence, and the men’s hammering mingled with the clanging bells of streetcars in the road outside.
“Why are we here?” he asked in a small, sad voice. “What do they want from us?”
Maria watched a blue butterfly flit past. “I suppose they want to keep us safe so we can be delivered overseas in due course. It is taking an interminable time, though.”
“Why would we not be safe? I don’t understand.”