Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
Again Ha Suran wasn’t sure. “I suppose it’s the first country that accepted him. I know other Russians from Harbin traveled to Sydney, so it must have been straightforward to get visas.”
“What a huge move for you both! And how heartbreaking to leave your family.”
Ha Suran didn’t sound bitter as she answered, only weary. “I went with my husband because he needed me, and I trusted he would always take care of me. But I was wrong.”
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Later, when Ha Suran was too exhausted to talk anymore, Val sat beside her and described her life in Sydney, trying to glue together past and present.
“Do you remember my schoolfriend Peggy?” she asked. “The one with the freckles?” Ha Suran gave a slight nod. “She’s still my best friend today. She helped when I left Tony. In fact, she warned me not to marry him in the first place. I should make a mental note always to listen to Peggy’s advice, because she is clearly a better judge of character than me.”
She described her marriage, and Ha Suran surprised her by saying, “It sounds as though Tony is an unhappy man, like your father.”
Val had never thought of Tony as unhappy, but she saw in a flash that he was. He was forever complaining that someone younger had been promoted over his head at the office, that the golf club had admitted new members who dressed too scruffily, or that their neighbors had a better car than him. His parents were constantly comparing him to his brothers, who according to them were much more successful. That feeling of not being good enough pervaded Tony’s character and made him despise Val because she had been needy and desperate enough to marry him. All this came to her in a moment and she blinked in recognition.
She told Ha Suran about the furious rows since she left Tony and the way he had snatched her inheritance, then asked, “I don’t suppose you know what Dad kept in his safe deposit box, do you?”
Ha Suran shook her head. “He would never have shared that kind of information with me.”
Val remembered the photos that had been in her father’s old camera. She’d brought them with her, in a pocket of the suitcase.
“Nicole, darling, could you bring me those old photos?” she asked. Nicole was helping Li Suran to stir dinner in the big cooking pot, but she ran to find the pictures.
Ha Suran flicked through the first four shots without comment.
“I know they’re not very clear, but do you think these could be Dad’s family?” Val asked.
Ha Suran shook her head. “He never told me anything about his family. I don’t know if he had sisters, or who his parents were.” She squinted at one shot where the faces were slightly clearer. “I can’t see a resemblance.”