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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Val remembered some of the racist comments she had heard her father make over the years, and frowned. “But he married you. He must have loved you once.”

“No.” Ha Suran shook her head. “I don’t think he ever did. You see, there was another woman he loved. One back in Russia whom he had been forced to leave behind. And to tell the truth, I don’t think he ever got over her.”

“What was her name?” Val asked. Her father’s words in the nursing home came back to her: “I didn’t want to kill her.” Had the woman he loved died? Had he been suspected of murdering her? Maybe that was why he left Russia, and that was what haunted him right at the end of his life.

Ha Suran closed her eyes. “I don’t know. I’m sorry. I must rest now.”

* * *

While her mother slept, Val took Nicole for a walk around the neighborhood in sticky afternoon heat. There was a market where bedding and old clothes were sold alongside rice and vegetables. A toothless stallholder held out a roasted scorpion on a stick, and Nicole screamed and scurried behind Val’s back. Everywhere there was a smell of drains and rotting garbage. It was clearly the poor quarter of town.

When they returned, a Chinese doctor was crouched by Ha Suran’s bedside. They sat on the floor and waited quietly as he took her pulse and looked into her eyes and mouth. Nicole gasped when he began inserting long needles into her flesh, starting at her feet, between the big toe and the second toe.

“Doesn’t that hurt?” she whispered to Val.

Val replied that it was called acupuncture and it was often used to treat illness in Chinese medicine. She didn’t think it would hurt.

“Will it make Grandma better?” Nicole asked softly, and Val shrugged and said, “I hope so.”

After the doctor left, she asked Ha Suran what he had diagnosed.

“The illness is in my liver.” Ha Suran coughed, and winced in pain. “The doctor says it was caused by the misery of being separated from you all these years, but he hopes I might improve a little now we are reunited.”

“Have you consulted a Western doctor? Maybe they would have drugs that could help.” Val thought of all the medical advances of recent years: chemotherapy and radiotherapy for cancer; artificial hearts and prosthetic limbs: they could do wonders.

“There is a Western clinic in town but it would cost thousands of yuan. My doctor works on barter. We give him eggs,” Ha Suran explained.

Val only had another fifty dollars’ worth of yuan to last the remainder of her stay and knew it would not be enough to pay for medical treatment, but she resolved to redouble her efforts to get her father’s inheritance once she was back in Australia. He owed Ha Suran after what he had done to her.