Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
The old woman gave her a handful of seeds, motioning for her to sprinkle them around, and Nicole watched entranced as the chickens squawked and flapped their wings while gobbling them up.
Val looked at the surroundings. She had felt as though she was living on the bread line in Sydney, with a one-bed flat and a cleaning job, but the poverty her mother’s family endured was much more fundamental. The walls of the two-room shack were thin, with gaps where the boards didn’t quite meet. There were mats arranged along the walls, presumably for sleeping on; she counted six altogether and wondered if two were meant for her and Nicole. A cooking pot hung in a fireplace, but apart from that and the mats, the family seemed to have few possessions.
The old woman was stirring something in the pot, and before long she served them bowls of rice and vegetables, along with some chopsticks. Val could tell there was an egg stirred through the rice but did not mention it to Nicole, who ate with clumsy enthusiasm, using the chopsticks like a spoon. As soon as she finished, the woman gestured for her bowl and refilled it, and Nicole beamed her thanks. They might not have a language in common, but they were becoming friends.
Ha Suran didn’t take any food. She closed her eyes and Val couldn’t tell if she was asleep or just resting, but she did not want to move from her mother’s side. It seemed a miracle that she was here, at last, after all these years, and for now she was prepared to be patient.
* * *
It grew hotter inside the shack as the morning progressed, and Val used a magazine to fan herself. Nicole and the old woman were playing a game, trying to throw stones into a tin can placed a few feet away and giggling at their successes and failures.
Suddenly Ha Suran opened her eyes and reached for Val, squeezing her hand tight.
“You will stay awhile, won’t you?” she begged. “I’m sorry we don’t have proper beds . . .”
“This is fine. I’m planning to stay three weeks, so we have plenty of time to catch up. Is that your mother?” She pointed to the old woman.
“My aunt,” Ha Suran said. “Your great-aunt, Li Suran.” She called across the room to the old woman, who smiled and nodded confirmation.
“Will you have some food, Mom? I can help you to eat.” Val could see there was plenty of the rice and vegetables left.
Ha Suran shook her head. “Maybe some water.”
Val poured water from a jug she found near the cooking pot, then held the glass to her mother’s lips. It still felt odd to call her “Mom.” She felt like a stranger, but one for whom Val had a vast amount of affection.