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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Maria felt desperately cast down by this answer. Her own aunt did not know her, and did not believe any of the others who had contacted her.

“Write again,” Peter urged. “Press your case. There must be personal stories that only you and she would know.”

Maria took his advice: Do you remember when Joy stole a piece of cherry cake you had laid on a low table and stood trying to appear innocent although there were crumbs on the floor between her paws? Do you remember how hard I cried when my fingers were trapped in the door of the royal train on the way to Livadia and only your special bonbons could make me stop? Do you remember the time Anastasia threw a snowball at Tatiana and knocked her out cold because she had accidentally scooped up a rock inside the snow? Please know it is me, beloved aunt. Who else would share these memories?

Still the reply was not encouraging: You could have heard these stories from a member of the royal household. I’m afraid the only thing that will convince me is to meet you face-to-face and compare your current appearance with that of the niece I last saw sixteen years ago.

Maria showed the letter to Peter. “What if I traveled to Copenhagen on Matthias’s ship and Olga decided I am an impostor? I was an innocent seventeen-year-old when last she saw me, and now I am a thirty-three-year-old mother of five who mends factory conveyor belts. My own mother would not recognize me.”

“I am sure she would know you,” Peter soothed. “If you like, we could pay for the Karl Bulla photographic studio on Nevsky Prospekt to take your likeness and send that to her.”

“If only I had my old camera. Do you remember when I took your picture?” She smiled, remembering his unease in front of the lens. “No, I doubt Olga would recognize me from a photograph, and the experiment would be an expensive one. Either I go there in person or I do not.”

Peter spoke carefully, and she knew he wanted her to make up her own mind. It was her family, after all. “I will support you if you decide to go. My only concern is that once you have left the Soviet Union, it will not be easy to return. Matthias might have to smuggle you in, like contraband.”

Maria shuddered. She knew in her heart she was not brave enough to do this without Peter beside her. He was the strong one. She fell silent for a long time, and Peter left her to her thoughts.