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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

“She was old,” Maria said. “She must have been eighty. I hope the end came peacefully.”

“But your aunt Olga lives on a farm near Copenhagen, where she has raised two sons. Matthias said she enjoys painting watercolors and sometimes exhibits them.”

Maria remembered Olga encouraging her drawing when she was younger and felt a wave of longing to see her. Copenhagen was closer than Berlin; they were linked by the same sea. But that made no difference when it was virtually impossible for Soviet citizens to travel.

“If only Matthias could hide us on his ship and take us to Copenhagen,” she wished out loud, then looked for Peter’s reaction. “Do you think he might, if we paid him with a diamond?”

Peter pondered this. The jewels Maria had sewn into her clothes at the Ekaterinburg house were hidden beneath a floorboard under their bed. They couldn’t risk trying to sell them in the Soviet Union, where they would instantly have marked them out as kulaks, but Matthias would be able to sell them in Denmark.

“Do you mean for a visit, or to stay there?” he asked.

She turned her head away. She had been thinking perhaps they could all move to Denmark and live with her aunt, but that wouldn’t be fair to Peter. It wasn’t his family, he didn’t speak any language but Russian, and besides, he loved his country. “A visit, certainly, to see how the land lies.”

Peter nodded. “I don’t think it is practical for us to take all the children and then attempt to return again. The entry requirements at the port are very strict. But perhaps you could visit your aunt. I will see what Matthias says.”

Maria panicked. “I couldn’t go alone. Who would look after the children?”

“I would manage, with the help of Stepan and Irina.”

She did not say so, but she knew she could not get through so much as a day without Peter. She would be heartsick the entire time. He was as necessary to her as air.

“Perhaps I will write first,” she decided. “Will Matthias take a letter for us, do you think?”

“I am sure he would,” Peter said. “He is an agreeable man.”

* * *

My dearest aunt, Maria wrote. I have recently been overwhelmed with joy to hear that you are alive and living in Copenhagen. I hope Uncle Nikolai is with you and that your life is full of happiness. I have such wonderful memories of the time you spent with us at Tsarskoe Selo and all the parties you took us to before the Great War.