Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
She let Peter choose the name, and he decided on Pavel, which meant “small and humble.” Unlike her other babies, this one was difficult to settle and often cried for hours on end, despite her best efforts to soothe him. The midwife prescribed gripe water, but that made no difference. When she massaged his little belly with her fingertips, he screamed as if in agony. At last they decided to call the doctor, and he examined Pavel, checking his vital signs.
“The cord is not yet healed,” he said. “And he has a nasty bruise on his hip. Did he have a fall?”
“Definitely not,” Maria said. “I would know because he hasn’t been out of my sight since he was born.”
The bruise seemed to have formed where the sling she used to carry him pressed against him, so she tied it differently. When a new dark purple bruise sprang up straightaway, she guessed the truth.
In the back of her mind she had suspected it from the moment Pavel was born: he had the bleeding disorder that had marred the life of her little brother, Alexei. Known as hemophilia, it had been passed on from German relations on her mother’s side. As soon as she realized this, she knew that his cries were cries of pain, just as Alexei used to utter. His blood would not clot and the slightest bump could cause agonizing internal bleeding, but there was nothing that could be done except pray.
Her parents had believed in the powers of a spiritual healer called Rasputin, who they thought had brought Alexei back from the brink of death on at least two occasions. Maria knew no such healer—none would have been allowed to practice in this new Bolshevik society—but she prayed for her little boy to be spared suffering.
Peter was ashen when she told him. He had seen how ill Alexei was in the house in Ekaterinburg, and it was heartbreaking to imagine the same fate for their son.
“We will do our best to protect him,” he said. “Perhaps the specialists have some new medicines that were not available twenty years ago. I will ask our doctor to find out.”
But it was not to be. At the age of just six weeks, Pavel’s health deteriorated fast. He could no longer keep milk down, there was blood in his urine, and dark drops trickled from his nose. Maria tended him day and night, speaking in gentle tones, kissing his little face, trying anything she could to distract him from the incessant pain. He no longer had the strength to cry, but whimpered softly and gazed up at her, his eyes begging for help.
One gray morning she woke to find that he had died in the night and was lying beside her, cold and pale, and she knew her prayers had been answered. He would suffer no more.