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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

She let Peter choose the name, and he decided on Pavel, which meant “small and humble.” Unlike her other babies, this one was difficult to settle and often cried for hours on end, despite her best efforts to soothe him. The midwife prescribed gripe water, but that made no difference. When she massaged his little belly with her fingertips, he screamed as if in agony. At last they decided to call the doctor, and he examined Pavel, checking his vital signs.

“The cord is not yet healed,” he said. “And he has a nasty bruise on his hip. Did he have a fall?”

“Definitely not,” Maria said. “I would know because he hasn’t been out of my sight since he was born.”

The bruise seemed to have formed where the sling she used to carry him pressed against him, so she tied it differently. When a new dark purple bruise sprang up straightaway, she guessed the truth.

In the back of her mind she had suspected it from the moment Pavel was born: he had the bleeding disorder that had marred the life of her little brother, Alexei. Known as hemophilia, it had been passed on from German relations on her mother’s side. As soon as she realized this, she knew that his cries were cries of pain, just as Alexei used to utter. His blood would not clot and the slightest bump could cause agonizing internal bleeding, but there was nothing that could be done except pray.

Her parents had believed in the powers of a spiritual healer called Rasputin, who they thought had brought Alexei back from the brink of death on at least two occasions. Maria knew no such healer—none would have been allowed to practice in this new Bolshevik society—but she prayed for her little boy to be spared suffering.

Peter was ashen when she told him. He had seen how ill Alexei was in the house in Ekaterinburg, and it was heartbreaking to imagine the same fate for their son.

“We will do our best to protect him,” he said. “Perhaps the specialists have some new medicines that were not available twenty years ago. I will ask our doctor to find out.”

But it was not to be. At the age of just six weeks, Pavel’s health deteriorated fast. He could no longer keep milk down, there was blood in his urine, and dark drops trickled from his nose. Maria tended him day and night, speaking in gentle tones, kissing his little face, trying anything she could to distract him from the incessant pain. He no longer had the strength to cry, but whimpered softly and gazed up at her, his eyes begging for help.

One gray morning she woke to find that he had died in the night and was lying beside her, cold and pale, and she knew her prayers had been answered. He would suffer no more.