Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
She wandered out to a headland and squinted up the coast. It was a perfect day, of the type she remembered from her childhood: warmth in the sun and freshness in the breeze, with a bright blue sky above. Toward the horizon she could see the jetty where they used to moor the royal yacht, the Shtandart, and through the trees she thought she could make out the glint of the golden cascade of fountains that led up to the Peterhof palace. Had her father still been Tsar, she might have visited there and let her children play in the park with their nanny, but that cosseted life had no appeal for her now. When she thought back through the men she’d had crushes on, the few foreign princes her parents considered for her spouse, she knew that although Peter was neither aristocratic nor royal, she could not have found a better husband anywhere in the world.
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The Peterhof vacation was romantic, and a few weeks after their return, Maria found she was pregnant again. Although her fourth pregnancy, this was the first in which she had experienced sickness. She had a constant debilitating nausea that lasted all day, dry-retching when she had not eaten a morsel or drunk a drop of water, and it was difficult to find any foods that she could keep down. Peter brought an herb called black horehound, which he stewed in boiling water to make a tea that offered some relief, but when the sickness continued beyond her third month of pregnancy, he called a doctor to their apartment.
The doctor examined Maria and listened to the baby’s heartbeat through a stethoscope, pronouncing himself satisfied that it was strong. He told her to nibble a dry biscuit first thing on awakening, to avoid rich foods, and to keep sipping water so she did not dehydrate.
“What was the date of your last menstrual flow?” he asked, looping the stethoscope around his neck.
“It was in May,” Maria told him. “The twentieth or twenty-first.”
He took a chart from his medical case and consulted it. “In that case your child is due around the twenty-fourth of February next year,” he told her.
She nodded. “Yes, but my babies can be early. My eldest was born on the third of April but I only conceived him in September.”
“He must have been small at birth.” The doctor frowned.
“No.” She shook her head. “He was the same size as the others. I think he just grew faster in the womb.”
The doctor smiled, and she sensed an air of condescension. “That is not possible. You must have made a mistake over your dates.”
“I’m sure I didn’t,” she argued, remembering the night when she and Peter first made love by the fire in their mountain hideaway, several weeks after fleeing from Ekaterinburg. He had said it was the third of September.