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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

She wandered out to a headland and squinted up the coast. It was a perfect day, of the type she remembered from her childhood: warmth in the sun and freshness in the breeze, with a bright blue sky above. Toward the horizon she could see the jetty where they used to moor the royal yacht, the Shtandart, and through the trees she thought she could make out the glint of the golden cascade of fountains that led up to the Peterhof palace. Had her father still been Tsar, she might have visited there and let her children play in the park with their nanny, but that cosseted life had no appeal for her now. When she thought back through the men she’d had crushes on, the few foreign princes her parents considered for her spouse, she knew that although Peter was neither aristocratic nor royal, she could not have found a better husband anywhere in the world.

* * *

The Peterhof vacation was romantic, and a few weeks after their return, Maria found she was pregnant again. Although her fourth pregnancy, this was the first in which she had experienced sickness. She had a constant debilitating nausea that lasted all day, dry-retching when she had not eaten a morsel or drunk a drop of water, and it was difficult to find any foods that she could keep down. Peter brought an herb called black horehound, which he stewed in boiling water to make a tea that offered some relief, but when the sickness continued beyond her third month of pregnancy, he called a doctor to their apartment.

The doctor examined Maria and listened to the baby’s heartbeat through a stethoscope, pronouncing himself satisfied that it was strong. He told her to nibble a dry biscuit first thing on awakening, to avoid rich foods, and to keep sipping water so she did not dehydrate.

“What was the date of your last menstrual flow?” he asked, looping the stethoscope around his neck.

“It was in May,” Maria told him. “The twentieth or twenty-first.”

He took a chart from his medical case and consulted it. “In that case your child is due around the twenty-fourth of February next year,” he told her.

She nodded. “Yes, but my babies can be early. My eldest was born on the third of April but I only conceived him in September.”

“He must have been small at birth.” The doctor frowned.

“No.” She shook her head. “He was the same size as the others. I think he just grew faster in the womb.”

The doctor smiled, and she sensed an air of condescension. “That is not possible. You must have made a mistake over your dates.”

“I’m sure I didn’t,” she argued, remembering the night when she and Peter first made love by the fire in their mountain hideaway, several weeks after fleeing from Ekaterinburg. He had said it was the third of September.