Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
“And you,” Foller says to Micah, “If you run one play today like you aren’t prepared to take down a god damn brick wall, you’ll sit on Sunday. Is that clear?”
Micah lifts his helmet onto his head and stepping around us, back onto the field.
I turn, and so does Coach. “What happens to snowflakes Fitz?”
Josh’s shoulders drop as he gives Micah a pat on the back.
“They melt.”
Chapter 2
I do a double take through the peephole. “You’ve got to be kidding me.” I open the door. “How did you get up here?”
The night before a game—no matter home or away—means lockdown. It means retiring to our rooms after a walk through, meetings, and dinner, only for our doors to be met with a knock thirty minutes later by staff to make sure we’re abiding by curfew.
“And what the hell is that?”
“Gift from the wifey.” Nick pushes past me, setting a basket on the table.
I scratch my head. “It’s after curfew. How did you even get up?”
“Me? I know people.”
I raise an eyebrow.
Nick drops his arms. “Fine. I’m staying one floor up. They really should put security for you guys on the stairs.”
“What’s with the Easter basket?” I ask.
“Some things to help you relax.”
I fold my arms. “So you’re telling me the whiskey I drank earlier won’t do the job?”
“Not funny, asshole.” Nick reaches for something. “Here.”
“Fuzzy socks?”
He hands me a small plastic bottle. “Put them on after you spray your feet with this.”
I look at the label. “Magnesium?”
“There’s lavender spray for your pillow and—”
“Nick, there’s clearly one person in this hotel room who could use magnesium spray. And it’s not me.”
“Fitzy…”
I lift my head toward the ceiling and groan. I hate when people call me that. “Just say what you came here to say. I should’ve been in bed fifteen minutes ago.”
He presses his lips together and takes a deep breath. “I need you to separate yourself from Foller.”
I should’ve known this wasn’t about magnesium.
“Separate myself? I’m a franchise quarterback. He’s the head coach. That’s contractually impossible. And the guy is like a father to me.”
It was an easy role for him to step into, since my mother never remarried after my dad died when I was a kid. She didn’t have a clue how to jumpstart my football career out of high school and get me recruited. But James Foller, Thacher Prep’s guidance counselor and football coach, sure did.
“You’ve got to stop reminding people of that, alright?” Nick sits on the bed. “You don’t comment on legal matters. That’s it. Next question. No adding He’s made me the man I am today or the I owe everything to him bullshit with tears in your eyes.”