Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
“Oh, no, please don’t apologize. I’m the one who’s sorry. I didn’t mean to stare.” Her cheeks turn red. “What can I help you with?”
I look around, overwhelmed. “I need a gown. And I really don’t have a clue where to start.”
The kind sales associate leads me over to a wall. “I like to go with color and cut first,” she tells me.
I finger a black gown with thin straps. “Nothing with an open back.”
I might’ve bared my scar for Fitz, but that doesn’t mean I want to expose it to everyone, especially since the gala is for his team’s foundation. I hate that I even showed it to him, but I knew to make him understand, I’d have to give him something.
And in some ways, showing Fitz my scar gave him everything and nothing at the same time.
He’s the only one, besides Sarah, who’s ever seen it.
I flinch when Sarah dabs at my raw flesh “Does it look any better?”
“Why do you care about how it looks if it feels this bad?”
“So I can forget it ever happened.”
Sarah sighs. “Could you though?”
She was right.
I move to another row of dresses. “Maybe strapless.” If it comes up high enough, that would be a safe way to go.
“We have these,” the sales associate says, leading me farther down the wall. Her voice drifts in and out as she goes on about fabrics. I nod along to be polite, but at this point, silk chiffon or something with sequins makes no difference to me.
I stop. “Can I try that one?”
The sales associate reaches up. “The red one?”
A smile blooms across my face. “Yes,” I say. “The red one.”
I hadn’t given any thought to the color. But now, knowing I’m going to be photographed for everyone, the red silky dress with the high slit makes sense.
After all, I’m out for blood.
Chapter 11
Parker
When will you be home?
When I left Parker earlier, she was marching out of the den, mumbling a stream of expletives while on the phone with her sister while they reviewed a speech the White House wanted her to give at an upcoming event. I have no clue what the issue actually was because I was pretty distracted by her robe—my robe technically. It wasn’t cinched tight enough, revealing the smooth plane of her stomach, the lace trim of her grey bra, and apparently, I realized, coordinating underwear.
I never knew I was the kind of guy who gave much thought to matching anything. But fuck, I am now.
Across from me, Coach’s eyes drift to my phone. I flip it over.
“I get you’re upset.”