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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

“Oh, no, please don’t apologize. I’m the one who’s sorry. I didn’t mean to stare.” Her cheeks turn red. “What can I help you with?”

I look around, overwhelmed. “I need a gown. And I really don’t have a clue where to start.”

The kind sales associate leads me over to a wall. “I like to go with color and cut first,” she tells me.

I finger a black gown with thin straps. “Nothing with an open back.”

I might’ve bared my scar for Fitz, but that doesn’t mean I want to expose it to everyone, especially since the gala is for his team’s foundation. I hate that I even showed it to him, but I knew to make him understand, I’d have to give him something.

And in some ways, showing Fitz my scar gave him everything and nothing at the same time.

He’s the only one, besides Sarah, who’s ever seen it.

I flinch when Sarah dabs at my raw flesh “Does it look any better?”

“Why do you care about how it looks if it feels this bad?”

“So I can forget it ever happened.”

Sarah sighs. “Could you though?”

She was right.

I move to another row of dresses. “Maybe strapless.” If it comes up high enough, that would be a safe way to go.

“We have these,” the sales associate says, leading me farther down the wall. Her voice drifts in and out as she goes on about fabrics. I nod along to be polite, but at this point, silk chiffon or something with sequins makes no difference to me.

I stop. “Can I try that one?”

The sales associate reaches up. “The red one?”

A smile blooms across my face. “Yes,” I say. “The red one.”

I hadn’t given any thought to the color. But now, knowing I’m going to be photographed for everyone, the red silky dress with the high slit makes sense.

After all, I’m out for blood.

Chapter 11

Parker

When will you be home?

When I left Parker earlier, she was marching out of the den, mumbling a stream of expletives while on the phone with her sister while they reviewed a speech the White House wanted her to give at an upcoming event. I have no clue what the issue actually was because I was pretty distracted by her robe—my robe technically. It wasn’t cinched tight enough, revealing the smooth plane of her stomach, the lace trim of her grey bra, and apparently, I realized, coordinating underwear.

I never knew I was the kind of guy who gave much thought to matching anything. But fuck, I am now.

Across from me, Coach’s eyes drift to my phone. I flip it over.

“I get you’re upset.”