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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

“You always have to make things so difficult,” she tells me before a sob bursts from her chest. “Don’t you, Parker?”

I push up on my knees and envelop her from behind, crushing her into my chest, cocooning her. Her tears flow down my arm, pooling in the crook of my elbow as my hands—as gently and lovingly as possible—rub over every part of her I can.

I arch, peppering her turned face with so many kisses, each one a silent promise to never let her feel like any part of her—her fears, her struggles, her rebellious antics—doesn’t matter. I whisper to her over and over that I’m with her, that she isn’t alone, that she never will be again.

The moment I feel the scar on her back pressed against my racing heart, I slide down, kissing the unhealed part she carries around with no other choice. I tell her I’m with her, but inside, deep in my heart, I promise I’ll love that part of her too. Because for me, it’s all of Parker or nothing. There’s no other choice for me either. As long as I can remember, there never was.

Chapter 28

“How’s that for a marriage announcement?” Parker tosses a newspaper down on the bed the moment I step out of the bathroom in a towel, and I pick up a copy of The Boston Journal.

REBELS STARTING CENTER REPLACES ELVIS IN PRESIDENTIAL VEGAS WEDDING.

Here I was thinking no news is good news. When I woke up this morning and found that, while there were congratulatory—and what the fuck—messages from a few friends, there were none from Nick or Coach. I even went so far as to check my email, but apart from a few Amazon notifications and a reminder about the Thacher School Alumni barbecue in a few weeks, there was nothing from my crew.

“They buried the lede, but I guess every good lineman deserves his moment,” I snicker, securing the towel around my waist. “Josh will get a kick out of this.”

Her shoulders rise and fall beneath the plush white robe she wears. “We did it. We really did it.”

I tug her closer, pulling her back on the bed with me. Parker slides up, snuggling into my side as I read.

“It was just days ago that the White House graced the country with a photo of what looked like the All-American couple. With the luscious flowers of the Rose Garden as a backdrop, it was hard to hate Parker Montgomery and Fitzgerald Rhodes even just on the surface, let alone after you learn their backstory. But now the photos tell a different story. Now? After she walked down the aisle of Las Vegas’ infamous Little White Chapel in a football jersey on the arm of her soon-to-be-husband’s teammate, it’s impossible not to love them.”