Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
“I didn’t cry.”
“You did in your mind.” Nick rakes a hand over his curly blond hair before he waves me off. “All football guys are softies.”
I shove my hands into the pockets of my joggers. “Are we done here?”
Nick shakes his head. “I’m serious.”
“You’re serious because you don’t like him,” I remind Nick. “But he’s part of my team as much as you are.”
Nick stands. “He’s always piggybacked on your success.”
“Oh?” I challenge. “And who gets 2.5 percent right off the cuff of every deal I make?”
I got the sense there was some sort of jealousy thing Nick couldn’t get over when it came to Coach. I consider both of them on my team. Nick is my manager. He guides me on every business decision I’ve ever made. And even though I know I’ve got enough talent to make good money playing football, Nick has always made me more money. But Foller sure as hell taught me that football is never about money.
I grab the bottle of the lavender juice and spritz the space between us. “Go put your fuzzy socks on and go to bed. You’re stressing me out.”
He holds his hands up. “Listen, Fitz. You played well this season. Very well. You’re maybe the most-liked player in the League. Let’s keep it that way. It will be hard to do if you end up a packaged deal with someone everyone’s pointing fingers at saying he’s a bad guy. I’m trying to keep you America’s Mr. Nice Guy.”
I roll my eyes. Another damn nickname. During my first professional game when I was a third-string quarterback, I fumbled the ball because I tripped over a defensive lineman who failed to tackle me. I was so nervous, I helped the guy up, apologizing, even though the clock was running and I should’ve jogged to the sideline. We won by three touchdowns.
BULLS FIND QB-1 IN AMERICA’S MR. NICE GUY.
To say I was fucking lost when I first got to the League is an understatement. But I went back to my roots. I buckled down and took things seriously. I lived and breathed not just football, but preparation for greatness, exactly the way I was taught. Exactly the way I was coached. The League was hard-pressed to find a quarterback better prepared than me.
These days, when I make headlines, there’s a stark difference.
CAPTAIN AMERICA LEADS REBELS WITH AN IRON ARM AND NO APOLOGIES.
Nick begins to walk to the door.
“Besides, I’d hate for you to get that tattoo covered up if it doesn’t work out long term with the Rebels.” He tosses a smirk over his shoulder that I meet with a grimace.