Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
“For god’s sake.” Josh tips his head. “Go figure out what’s going on, will you? If I go over there, I’ll make it worse.”
“You’re a captain as much as I am,” I remind Josh, who has played for the Rebels for four seasons, and under Foller for two.
Josh waves me off. “You’re Captain America. Go save the day.”
“I never endorsed that,” I remind Josh about what they started to call me when I signed with the Rebels after their losing season. And here we are.
I toss him the ball and jog over to the sideline.
“I don’t know what’s worse,” I hear Coach say. “My running back afraid to take a damn hit, or my corner afraid to give him one.”
I catch Micah’s eye, and go to interrupt, but Todd beats me to it.
“I’m not risking breaking my guy’s leg in practice,” he says. “Never been about that. Definitely not about it now right before a championship game.”
Coach swings his head in Todd’s direction. “Alright then. So I’ve got a cornerback issue. Take your soft ass off the field and get yourself back to the hotel in an Uber.”
My eyes widen. “Coach—”
“Hey Fitzy.” Coach looks over the rims of his glasses. “Do snowflakes win championships?”
My eyes drift to Todd.
Coach waves a hand at me. “Did you hear me? I asked if snowflakes win championships.”
I take a deep breath. “No.”
Coach moves away from Todd and Micah, coming up to stand next to me so we face them together. It’s drawn out like we—coach and quarterback—are the team.
Micah shakes his head and looks away, like he knows where this is going. And I do to. Foller has asked me this dozens of times since I was a kid. He made sure as hell I didn’t want to be a snowflake, that I wouldn’t ever disappear just because things got a little too hot.
Todd isn’t that way. Todd is one of the greatest cornerbacks in the League. And the truth is when I played for the Bulls, we feared him as an offense. He was quick. He was strong. And he hit with every part of his body with zero hesitation and maximum effort.
When he had to.
But I know every moment with Coach Foller is a teaching moment. And what he’s trying to teach Todd right is that if he’s not prepared to tackle his own teammate with full force now, he might hesitate when it matters.
Todd shakes his head at me. “I’m done.”
I curse under my breath.
“Good,” Foller says. “That’s the best decision you’ve made this entire day.”
Todd brushes past me as he heads into the locker rooms of the training facility we’ve been using.