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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

And only one of them is still around, still by my side while I continue to make things difficult like always. I tug on Fitz’s hand for his attention. Something sweet passes between us, like a shared beacon of truth in a dark sea of lies. But it’s fleeting. My gut twists when he immediately looks away.

I’m not able to give it too much thought because my mother’s voice quickly cuts in. “What I want to say to you, my dearest Parker and Fitz, is nothing is more important than family. Nothing will ever be more important to either of you than each other.” She sighs. “And, of course, my future grandchildren.”

As the audience laughs, Fitz pulls me against him. “That wasn’t bad.”

“No,” I say. “It wasn’t.”

But what it wasn’t, I remind myself, was the least bit true.

Chapter 25

As excited as Fitz was to travel on Air Force One, he’s been awfully quiet since he woke up this morning on the floor.

Our day started early—too early, considering I hardly managed to sleep, and judging from the shuffling coming from the ground, Fitz didn’t either. When I woke and came out of the shower, I half expected him to tell me he’d return to Boston. Instead, I found him making the bed and laying his clothes out before he scooted past me to shower with nothing more than a simple good morning. But he didn’t make it into the bathroom before I watched his eyes peek at the secondary lock I placed on the door. Since then, he’s hardly said a word.

If we’re still selling the same story, we’re going about telling it a different way now.

“While I have the two of you here,” my mother says, approaching our seats, “I’ll no longer be able to attend a rally tomorrow Governor Stetson is holding. I’ll send the two of you on your own. We’ll prepare everything. Fitz, from what I understand, that should work with your schedule.”

It does work for Fitz’s schedule since he does have an open calendar for a few days before he leaves for camp. But it doesn’t work for our schedule. Tomorrow, we’re flying to Vegas with Josh, Lo, and a few other of his teammates and their significant others.

But I doubt something came up for my mother. She’s sending us to this event because it’s something not important enough for her to go, but she wants to show good faith.

“Since,” she continues, “it’s in Massachusetts, Fitz certainly would be very welcome.”

“He’s not a show monkey,” I snap. Fitz freezes in the lush, cream seat across from mine, but my mother’s face remains unbothered by my snark. “Where is it?”