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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

“Can I put this down?” I ask. “My arms are killing me.”

Fitz says nothing, and I think for a minute that this grand gesture of mine maybe gifted him embarrassment instead and he’s only smiling because he’s too sweet and kind-hearted to hurt my feelings. “Fitz?”

He shakes his head. “Sorry,” he says. “I was just making sure I remember this.”

I’ve barely lowered the sign before he’s charged at me, dropping his helmet at his feet and lifting me clear off the ground.

“I told you I’d never say no,” Fitz whispers, pressing his cheek to mine. He’s a sweaty mess and I’m sure I’ve got a piece of hay stuck in my hair, but I plant a kiss right on his mouth anyway. “Wait.” He pulls back. “What am I saying yes to? Or where?”

We both lean down, looking at my sign long forgotten on the ground.

FITZY-

WILL YOU GO TO THE DANCE WITH ME?

I kiss him again. “How does high school sound?”

Chapter 36

It’s when I run upstairs for my socks I realize that between readjusting to the early season schedule and married life, I need to prioritize our living situation a bit. I’ve been sleeping downstairs with Parker, but apart from my toothbrush and deodorant, the rest of my shit is still upstairs.

I’m grabbing a pair from the dresser when the doorbell rings.

“I’ll get it!” Parker calls out.

I glance at the time as I drop to the bed, unpairing the socks to slip them on. “It’s probably Josh and Lo. We’ll ride together.”

Standing, I do one more sweep around the room, because I refuse to come back up here again when I freeze.

“We were just on our way out,” I hear Parker say.

I creep closer to the door.

“To your little dance?” Coach pairs his question with a chuckle.

Fuck.

I jog down the stairs. “Hey,” I say to Coach, but my eyes find Parker’s. “Babe, you have any idea where that shirt is? The red and blue one?”

“Yeah. I’ll go grab it.” Walking past me, Parker lets her fingers graze mine. She understands. I want her upstairs and as far from this conversation as possible. I know it won’t make that much of a difference considering how open this apartment is, but the farther, the better.

Coach’s eyes beam around the apartment, as if he’s waiting to be let in.

“We were just on our way out.”

He nods. “Right.”

“This is our last free weekend,” I remind him.

“Fitz,” Coach says firmly. “Save it. I’m done stressing about your commitment to this team.”

“You came into the city from the suburbs to tell me to save it?” I have to laugh.

“No, Fitz. I dragged my ass all the way here because, apparently, my quarterback is scheming to have me fired.”