Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Kelly Yang
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
The waiter returns with our drinks, and Mr. Connelly holds up his vodka tonic. We clink glasses.
He takes a long swig and studies me. His eyes fall on my hair, which is usually up in a ponytail or in a messy bun, but tonight is down over my shoulders. “You look nice,” he says. “You should wear your hair like that more often.”
The comment makes me self-conscious, and almost by reflex, I grab a fistful of hair and hold it up in a hand ponytail. Mr. Connelly reaches jokingly for my hair with his own hand, like, Nooooo.
Our fingers touch slightly, and he looks at me, his eyes lazy with alcohol. He moves over closer to me, almost like he’s going to kiss me, and I drop my hands and stare at the condensation on my lemonade glass.
“You’ve had too much to drink,” I mutter softly.
He laughs and swirls his vodka. “I have not,” he says. He asks me to wear my hair like that tomorrow.
“I don’t think so,” I say, shaking my head.
“Why not?” he protests. “You afraid of looking good and sounding good?” He holds his drink up at me. “You’re going to be dangerous in about ten years.”
I feel his eyeballs traveling up and down my upper body, and I squirm in my seat. This is getting really weird.
“You know, if you’d been around when I was seventeen, oh man . . .” He reaches over and places his hand on my leg. I freeze, staring down at his hand. Shit!
As calmly as I can, I start to get up.
“Where are you going? I thought we were going to go get seafood!” he calls after me.
The thought of seafood now makes me want to hurl. I storm out of the bar and into the hotel lobby.
“Dani,” Mr. Connelly shouts at me, but I keep walking. When I get outside, he catches up to me, grabs my arm, and pulls me around.
“Stop, Dani, you’re overreacting,” Mr. Connelly says. “It’s not like that!”
I turn to him with wet, angry eyes. It’s not like what?
“Please, let’s not make this a bigger deal than it has to be,” he begs.
“I’m going back to the hotel,” I say. “Don’t follow me.”
I walk the two and a half miles back to the hotel in my cheap Payless leather pumps, tears docking onto the pavement.