Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- One
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- Seven
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- Twenty-Nine
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- Thirty-Three
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- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
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- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
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- Forty-Nine
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- Fifty-One
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- Sixty-One
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- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
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- Seventy-Nine
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- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
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The comment comes out of nowhere and temporarily lifts me. Then the pride mixes with my disappointment of having just bombed at the tournament.
“What’s wrong?” Zach asks.
I shake my head, not really wanting to say.
“What, you can tell me,” he urges.
There’s a gush of wind and some of his papers drift on the sidewalk, but Zach makes no attempt to get them.
I sigh and tell him what Heather pulled at the tournament. I don’t know what it is with him, he has an uncanny ability to get things out of me. I’d like to blame it on his blue eyes, but I’m not even staring at them now. I’m looking down at my hands as they fiddle with the hole in my thrift-store cardigan.
“That’s bullshit,” Zach says. “I can’t believe she did that.”
It feels good to let it out, though my fists still tighten every time I think about Heather.
“Hey, next time you know what you do?” he asks, putting a casual hand on my arm. I glance down. It looks good there. “You feed her bad arguments.”
I shake my head, reaching to help him gather up his loose papers off the ground. That’s the thing. Heather was perfectly willing to let us lose as a team today, so long as she scored her individual speaker points, but I’m not. That’s a line I’m not comfortable crossing.
Zach takes the loose papers and puts them in his backpack. We both get up. I smooth out my skirt as we head over to the bus station. He apologizes for not being able to give me a ride home, as his mom was using his car.
“No problem,” I say.
I feel better. Zach thanks me for my help and hugs me goodbye before crossing the street to wait for his bus.
“Hey!” he calls out from the bus bench across the street. “You’ll beat that speech-stealing, coach-bribing fraud! I know you will! She ain’t got nothing on you!”
I grin at him, kicking my feet under the bench as I wait for the bus.
Seventeen
Claire
Friday night, I’m Skyping with my mom. It’s her Saturday morning. I’ve been in California a week. I miss the comforts of home, not having to make my own bed, not having to Uber everywhere. I miss Tressy. On the other hand, life by myself and not by committee is incredibly freeing. I can finally do whatever I want, and eat, say, drink whatever I want. There’s no one here to stop me.
My mom’s sipping tea and nibbling at a pineapple bun. She seems distracted when I tell her about my week. Judging by the silence in the house and the single plate setting, I’m guessing my dad did not come home again last night.