Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Kelly Yang
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
He leans over. His lips open with desire. My body trembles as he climbs on top of me in bed. He kisses my lips . . . my ears . . . my neck. As we kiss, his legs wrap around mine. He presses into me. We both want more, but he stops.
“Get dressed,” he says. “There’s cereal and juice downstairs. I’ll be back in thirty.”
“Hey, who was that on the phone last night?” I ask. I wasn’t going to say anything but it’d been bothering me all night.
“Oh, that’s just my dad,” he says. “He can be a bit . . .” He makes the sign for crazy with his finger. “You know how it is.”
I smile. I do know. After Jay leaves, I stretch my arms and legs in the luxurious sheets. It almost feels like I’m back in Shanghai, and I bask in the familiar comfort. I take a shower, standing in the rain shower for several minutes, the water dripping down my body as I think about Jay and replay our kiss from this morning.
Forty-Four
Dani
Mr. Connelly gathers us after training on Wednesday.
“Hey, guys, I have something important to discuss with you regarding Snider,” he says.
My teammates and I form a circle around him. The Snider people smile smugly, looking at the rest of us like, You can probably sit this one out.
I ignore them and hold my head up high. Please, let Mrs. Mandalay have talked to him.
Mr. Connelly takes a step forward and gazes down at his leather loafers, like he’s sorry for what he’s about to say.
“After a lot of thinking, I’ve decided to make some adjustments to who’s coming to Snider,” Mr. Connelly says. My teammates suck in a sharp breath and hold it. “Dani will be coming with us.”
A smile sneaks out the corners of my mouth before I can stop it, but Mr. Connelly doesn’t look at me. He keeps his gaze glued to my other teammates, his body language says, I so did not want to do this.
“Unfortunately . . . ,” Mr. Connelly adds, “we can only send six, so this means one of you guys cannot go.” Hands fly to my teammates’ mouths. All around me, heads shake. No, no, no, no, no, no. I want to run up to the podium, grab the mic, and yell no too. This is not the way this is supposed to go down!
“Heather,” Mr. Connelly calls. Heather’s head jerks up. The look in her eyes is of pure terror. “I’m so sorry, but you’re not able to go to Snider this year. I know you’re disappointed, but—”
The rest of Mr. Connelly’s words are drowned out by Heather’s rage. “This is bullshit!” she screams.