Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Kelly Yang
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
She thrusts her body against the mattress, trying to find a comfortable spot. I feel the chicken ramming up against the back of my throat.
“Mom, I think I’m going to be—”
Before I can say the words, it happens. I don’t have time to make it to the bathroom. I throw up, and it splatters on top of the blanket.
My mom jumps out of bed and screams.
“Tressy!” she yells, forgetting we’re not in Shanghai.
I cover my mouth—there’s more coming—and with my free hand, point to the trash can.
Instead of giving me the trash can, my mom starts waving her arms. “Don’t! Stop it! Not here!”
I jump out of bed and run to the trash can, where I puke up the rest of the chicken.
When I look up, my mom’s gone. She’s not in the room.
Dani and Mrs. De La Cruz come running in. I cringe with embarrassment, wishing my mom hadn’t woken them up, as I sit on the floor hugging the trash can.
“Don’t worry! We’ll help you!” Mrs. De La Cruz says. Dani quickly hands me a towel and leads me to the bathroom to wash up.
When I return, I see Mrs. De La Cruz bent over the floor, scrubbing up my mess while my mom pats awkwardly at the floor with flimsy squares of toilet paper, trying to help but making more of a mess. I can’t remember the last time I’ve seen my mom clean. And it shows.
My mom’s phone rings.
“It’s your dad,” she says. She looks to Mrs. De La Cruz. “Do you mind if I take this?”
“Go,” Mrs. De La Cruz tells her. “We’ll take care of this.”
My mom puts an appreciative hand on Mrs. De La Cruz’s back as she leaves. Dani takes her spot and scrubs next to her mom silently. In the silvery moonlight, I can see her frowning. I can’t believe my mom would leave them to clean up my mess. Then again, of course she would. It’s what she’s been doing her whole life.
I bend down and join Dani and her mom. Mrs. De La Cruz squirts bleach on the floor, and the smell clogs my throat. Not at all how I imagined my first night in America.
Ten
Dani
You should have seen my mom—“yes, madam,” “no, madam.” And the Wangs, the way they sat there at dinner like it was a restaurant. They didn’t even offer to help clear the table or wash the dishes. And later, when Claire threw up, the way her mom just left us to clean up the mess, it docked on my forehead like raindrops how utterly spoiled they are.