Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Kelly Yang
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
“Claire.” My mother’s voice jumps on the line. In the background, I hear the clinging of forks and knives and chopsticks. Are they entertaining? “Be smart about this. We’re just trying to protect you.”
I hear my grandmother’s voice in the background. “Is that Claire? I want to speak to her.”
“No, Nai Nai, now’s not a good time,” my mom calls back.
I hear my mother close the door and she turns her attention to me. “This isn’t like the email with your teacher. If you make a big stink about this, everyone will know,” she says. She holds the phone closer to her mouth and whispers, “Do you really want your name synonymous with rape?”
She hisses the word “rape” like it’s a dirty word that we can’t even say, let alone report. I cry into my fist. It chokes my neck, their shame.
“Don’t do anything until we discuss first,” my dad says.
As my parents wait for me to respond, I think about all the years passed. All the birthday parties where they chose the guest list, not me, all the school photos, where I closed my eyes so there would be no physical evidence of my once single eyelids.
All I’ve ever been to them was a pawn, not a daughter.
Sixty-Eight
Dani
I find the movers at my house when I get home. “What’s going on?” I ask, standing in the doorway as the movers wrap up Claire’s Sealy mattress in Bubble Wrap and drag it along the carpet.
Claire ignores me and directs the movers to pack up her stuff into boxes.
I follow her to her room. Is this really necessary? We had a fight. And now she’s moving out?
“Look, I didn’t mean what I said . . . ,” I mutter to the carpet. “I was angry.”
Claire ignores me and continues packing. She has her sunglasses on and I can’t see her eyes. She pushes past me to her closet, knocking into me with her shoulder.
“Claire, please!” I call out. I think about my mom and how devastated she’s going to be when she finds out she’s lost her tenant. “My mom’s going to freak out when she comes home and finds out you’re gone!”
“You should have thought about that.” Claire glares at me, taking her dresses from her closet and stuffing them into boxes.
I walk over and try to block her from getting more of her dresses, but Claire mistakes it for me wanting the hangers.
“You want the hangers?” she asks. She takes a plastic hanger and throws it at me.
It hits me on the leg, and I wince. “Ow!”
“Here’s another one!” Claire says, holding up another hanger.
I throw up my hands. “Fine, you want to move out? Move out!”