Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Kelly Yang
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
My mom sets down her tea. “Then why isn’t he here?” she asks.
Ouch. As I reach for a sushi roll with my chopsticks, my mother remarks to take off the rice, I don’t need the carbs.
“Your arms are looking big,” she says, studying me. “Have you been swimming?”
I ignore her, popping the whole piece in my mouth and chewing loudly just to spite her. We talk briefly about Tressy and how Snowy, my dog, is doing, eventually getting to the sensitive subject of Dad. She reaches a hand across the table.
“He didn’t mean it,” she apologizes for him.
I roll my eyes. I feel the tears gather in the back of my eyes at the memory of that night. I waited for forty-five minutes outside the restaurant after he left, crying in the wind, before my Uber finally showed up. “Mom, it was horrible.”
“I know, honey,” she says. “I’m so sorry.” She says she gave him an earful when he got home, and he felt really bad.
I ask her how things are going with her and Dad.
“Good,” she insists. “I told him if I ever catch him cheating again, I’m out of here.”
I nod. Good for her, although it’s probably not the first time she’s said that.
She reaches for an edamame. “Sometimes I think if I hadn’t met your dad at such a young age, maybe I could have had a life of my own.”
“It’s not too late, Mom. You’re only thirty-seven.”
My mom laughs as she peels the edamame. She hands me the peas and asks me about school. I tell her about the mini revolution I started, fighting to get my English teacher suspended for writing that obnoxious email.
“You’ve always been feisty. I think you get it from your father,” she says with a wink.
As I smile back at my mom, it suddenly occurs to me that I’ve spent two and a half months away from my parents.
“I’m so proud of you, Claire,” she says as she waves to the waiter for the check and gives me back my phone.
“Thanks, Mom,” I say.
“And I’m sorry not to meet Jay. He is an amazing catch.” She holds up a glass of sake to me.
As we toast to my amazing new boyfriend, I try not to think about the fact that at this exact moment I literally have no idea where he is.