Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
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- Five
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- Seven
- Eight
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- Ten
- Eleven
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- Fourteen
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- Eighteen
- Nineteen
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- Twenty-Nine
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- Thirty-Three
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- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
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- Forty-Nine
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- Sixty-One
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- Sixty-Six
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- Seventy
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- Eighty-Five
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Kelly Yang
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
I’m so sorry to be writing you this email. At five o’clock yesterday, I was dismissed from the school. The official reason was that my services were no longer needed as Mrs. Wallace’s suspension has been lifted. The unofficial reason, I suspect, may have to do with my trying to get on the ad board.
Please do not feel at all responsible—I am only telling you this because I feel it is important that young people know the real facts of a situation, not the sugarcoated version. If I had to do it all over again, I would do the same thing because I consider it my utmost duty as a teacher to protect my students. After all, if we cannot offer even this basic level of care in our schools, what right do we have to call ourselves educators?
Good luck tomorrow. I know you’re scared but trust you are doing the right thing and every rational, impartial adult who hears your story will believe you. I certainly do. Do you still remember the thing I taught you about the hero’s journey? Well, this is it. You are the hero, and tomorrow you will find the strength to take back control of your journey. I have faith in you. It has been an honor teaching you.
All my love,
Sharisa Jones
I read and reread the email from Ms. Jones. How could they do this to her? She was the best teacher I had! My in-box notifies me with another email from Dani and I tap Junk Mail before I even read it. I quickly reply back, thanking Ms. Jones for all her help and apologizing for what happened. The bell rings. As I pick up my backpack and walk out of the stall, I try not to think about what this means for tomorrow.
The night before the ad board meeting, I wake up in a cold sweat. I don’t know how to explain it, this inexplicable fear I have. It grows inside me, breeding worries and anxieties I can neither articulate nor control whenever I think about what Jay will say tomorrow. Will he deny anything ever happened? Or fill the room with lies, saying that I consented to it, that I asked for it, even enjoyed it?
And if he does, will I sit passively, eyes glazed over while he spews these lies? Or will I lunge forward and put my enraged hands around his throat?
I call Zach in the middle of the night. He stays on the phone with me while I try to calm down.
“It’s going to be okay,” he says. “Have faith . . . it’s like your English teacher said. Any rational adult will see you’re telling the truth.”