Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Kelly Yang
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
I slather some sunscreen on my neck and arms but don’t take off my mask.
“C’mon, you’re not seriously going to hike with that on, are you?” he asks. “It’s gotta be like a hundred degrees under there!”
I shrug and keep walking. Overheating is a small price for beauty. But Zach won’t let it go. Every few steps, he looks over at me and sighs.
“But I want to see your face,” he complains.
“Yeah, well, you’re not going to want to see it when I’m old and covered with aging spots!” I recite almost word for word what my mom always says.
He puts his arms up. “Whoa, whoa, whoa, hang on a sec, Snow White,” he says. “Where is this coming from?”
I shake my head at him, frustrated he’s giving me such a hard time. Jay never questioned my pollution mask. He wore one himself when we were walking on the beach in Laguna. His was blue and from Japan. Jess, Nancy, and Florence each have one. Even Dani’s mom makes her wear a hat.
I turn to Zach. “Do you have any idea how much money my mother spends on laser treatments? They’re not just expensive, they hurt!” I tell him. “I have to protect my skin now if I want to look good later.”
Zach chuckles when I say this, which only makes me angrier.
“You’re going to look good later,” he assures me. I roll my eyes and keep walking, thinking back to what Teddy once said about white guys, how they can’t tell the difference between a pretty Asian girl and an ugly one.
“Hey, wait up!” Zach calls, running toward me. He reaches for my arm and pulls me aside. “You think I like you because of the color of your skin?” His eyes search mine. “I like you because you’re smart. Because you’re kind. Because you can swim like a fish. And you’re brave. You’re the bravest person I know. You’re here all by yourself in this strange, foreign country.”
A lump forms in my throat.
“So you can put on all the masks you want but it’s not going to matter. I can still see what’s inside you. And that’s why I like you,” he says.
It is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me, and as I put my hands around his neck, I want him. Now. I rip the mask from my face and we start kissing. His soft lips nuzzle my neck, and all of a sudden, it’s happening again. Breathlessly, Zach pulls himself away to get a condom out from his backpack this time. He leads me over to a patch of grass underneath a tree and starts peeling off my pants.
As we’re undressing, we hear someone on the trail.