Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
After the door closes behind her, Jed raises his eyebrows at me. ‘Another satisfied customer.’
‘I remember what it was like to be twelve,’ I say. ‘Bad enough, even without cancer.’
‘It’s actually a benign brain tumour, but it’s still making its presence felt. She had treatment last year in Birmingham, but the tumour is growing again, so she’s come down here for proton-beam therapy.’
I shake my head. ‘Poor kid. Still, you’ll have her figured out by tomorrow and a fully signed-up member of the Jed Porter fan club by Wednesday.’
‘She could be the toughest nut yet. There’s all sorts going on in Casey’s head, and I don’t just mean Bob.’
‘Bob?’
‘Her tumour.’
‘Oh?’ I try hard to rein in my nosiness, but it’s been ages since I’ve felt this curious about anyone. ‘So what’s the story?’
‘It’s no secret – she’s given the other kids a blow-by-blow account.’ But Jed still leans in conspiratorially. ‘Yesterday she met her father for the first time in her life!’
‘Wow.’ I lean in.
‘According to Casey, her dad’s high up in the music scene. Lives in some swanky penthouse down by the harbour. Those warehouse conversions cost at least a couple of million. She showed us pictures on her phone. She obviously thinks he’s the coolest dad on the planet.’
Inside my body, somewhere between my heart and my belly, a flame of indignation ignites. I try to ignore it. ‘But if he’s such a great guy, where has he been for twelve years?’
‘Apparently he didn’t know he had a daughter for the first couple of years. It was only when the child support people tracked him down that he started paying towards her maintenance.’
‘But he’s never met her?’
Jed shakes his head. ‘No. It’s only happening now because she’s sick. Casey thinks it’s fate – written in the stars, that kind of vibe – because she’s always known he lived in Bristol. So when the doctors referred her here, she messaged him and the prodigal dad has finally got involved. She thinks it’s happy ever after.’
That flame grows. ‘I can’t even . . . How could you have a daughter and not want to be in her life? When so many people never even get the chance.’
Jed sighs. ‘Gemma . . . Shit. Sorry. I should have thought – sorry.’
‘No, don’t worry. I wasn’t thinking of Andrew,’ I lie.
Jed is the most perceptive of my husband’s friends. He was Andrew’s best man, and the two of them were founder members of the Puzzlers’ Club, which met every Thursday in the kind of authentically rough back-street boozer hipsters love. They ended up recruiting thirty members, playing retro board games and competing to source the trickiest jigsaws.
In Andrew’s last weeks, when he was too sick to leave the house, Jed even re-created the vibe in our living room, complete with warm beer, a tobacco-scented candle and a 1970s prog-rock playlist.
‘You can always talk to me,’ Jed says.