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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

After the door closes behind her, Jed raises his eyebrows at me. ‘Another satisfied customer.’

‘I remember what it was like to be twelve,’ I say. ‘Bad enough, even without cancer.’

‘It’s actually a benign brain tumour, but it’s still making its presence felt. She had treatment last year in Birmingham, but the tumour is growing again, so she’s come down here for proton-beam therapy.’

I shake my head. ‘Poor kid. Still, you’ll have her figured out by tomorrow and a fully signed-up member of the Jed Porter fan club by Wednesday.’

‘She could be the toughest nut yet. There’s all sorts going on in Casey’s head, and I don’t just mean Bob.’

‘Bob?’

‘Her tumour.’

‘Oh?’ I try hard to rein in my nosiness, but it’s been ages since I’ve felt this curious about anyone. ‘So what’s the story?’

‘It’s no secret – she’s given the other kids a blow-by-blow account.’ But Jed still leans in conspiratorially. ‘Yesterday she met her father for the first time in her life!’

‘Wow.’ I lean in.

‘According to Casey, her dad’s high up in the music scene. Lives in some swanky penthouse down by the harbour. Those warehouse conversions cost at least a couple of million. She showed us pictures on her phone. She obviously thinks he’s the coolest dad on the planet.’

Inside my body, somewhere between my heart and my belly, a flame of indignation ignites. I try to ignore it. ‘But if he’s such a great guy, where has he been for twelve years?’

‘Apparently he didn’t know he had a daughter for the first couple of years. It was only when the child support people tracked him down that he started paying towards her maintenance.’

‘But he’s never met her?’

Jed shakes his head. ‘No. It’s only happening now because she’s sick. Casey thinks it’s fate – written in the stars, that kind of vibe – because she’s always known he lived in Bristol. So when the doctors referred her here, she messaged him and the prodigal dad has finally got involved. She thinks it’s happy ever after.’

That flame grows. ‘I can’t even . . . How could you have a daughter and not want to be in her life? When so many people never even get the chance.’

Jed sighs. ‘Gemma . . . Shit. Sorry. I should have thought – sorry.’

‘No, don’t worry. I wasn’t thinking of Andrew,’ I lie.

Jed is the most perceptive of my husband’s friends. He was Andrew’s best man, and the two of them were founder members of the Puzzlers’ Club, which met every Thursday in the kind of authentically rough back-street boozer hipsters love. They ended up recruiting thirty members, playing retro board games and competing to source the trickiest jigsaws.

In Andrew’s last weeks, when he was too sick to leave the house, Jed even re-created the vibe in our living room, complete with warm beer, a tobacco-scented candle and a 1970s prog-rock playlist.

‘You can always talk to me,’ Jed says.