Back Owner of a Lonely Heart Save as PDF
Contents ( 80)
  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

I push inside. The space is messy: clothes all over the place, plus his precious trainers higgledy-piggledy on the carpet, like there’s been a hurricane in a Sports Direct. But that’s not a surprise – Dad’s office is chaotic too.

At the far end there are two doors: one to a shower room. I open the cabinet, hunting for another toothbrush or women’s perfume. The only strange thing is a box of dye for beards. Maybe Dad shaved off his facial hair, so he wouldn’t break Mum’s hygiene rules.

I go into the other room now. I think it’s what they call a walk-in wardrobe, but the space is bigger than my bedroom at home and it’s stuffed with clothes. Expensive suits and ironed shirts hang from rails on both walls. There are two freaky things about it. First, it’s tidy. Second, I cannot imagine my dad ever wearing a suit, plus they’re way too big for him.

At the bottom of the third wardrobe, someone’s stacked shelves with blue polo shirts folded into perfect squares. A pull-out unit holds pairs of shiny shoes. Why doesn’t he use this to store his favourite trainers?

Plus, where are the scrappy T-shirts that look like they’ve been round the world on tour, with the bands printed on the front? Where are the khaki shorts with multiple pockets for this tool or that? It’s like my father has never lived here at all . . .

I hear a noise behind me. Dad? Or the real owner of these horrible clothes?

‘What are you doing in here, Casey?’

It’s Mum.

I can’t find the words to tell her what I’m doing, or what I’ve seen. I wish I could run away, get as far as I can from the things that scare me: Bob, my mother’s nerves, my father’s lies, the strange suits in the wardrobe.

‘I was looking for . . .’ I shake my head. ‘See for yourself, Mum. Can you imagine him wearing any of this stuff? And it’s not even his size.’

As she comes in next to me, I smell the faint sweat that always defeats her mineral-salt deodorant. She touches the arms of the suits and opens drawers full of neckties and good-as-new socks.

Another drawer contains only small boxes, and she lifts one out. Inside is a shiny, blingy Rolex, and she removes the slip of paper that’s tucked into the lid. A name has been written in deep-blue ink alongside the date of the guarantee.

‘Who the hell is Vijay Pyne?’

And that’s when it falls into place and I realize everyone has lied to me: my dad, his friends. Even Harrison.

If my dad has lied about this, has anything he’s ever said been true?

Chapter 38: Dan

‘You’ve been staring at that spreadsheet for the last three hours,’ Sue says when she comes in to ask what I want from the sandwich van.

‘It’s the heat, it wrecks my concentration.’

She gives me a sympathetic smile. ‘The storm’s meant to break tomorrow. Why don’t you take the afternoon off? You’re owed it. Spend some time with your daughter, before she goes home.’