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  1. EVA CARTER
  2. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
  3. Chapter 1: Gemma
  4. Sunday 1 July
  5. Chapter 2: Dan
  6. Chapter 3: Casey
  7. Chapter 4: Dan
  8. Chapter 5: Gemma
  9. Monday 2 July
  10. Chapter 6: Dan
  11. Tuesday 3 July
  12. Chapter 7: Gemma
  13. Wednesday 4 July
  14. Chapter 8: Dan
  15. Chapter 9: Gemma
  16. Thursday 5 July
  17. Chapter 10: Dan
  18. Saturday 7 July
  19. Chapter 11: Casey
  20. Monday 9 July
  21. Chapter 12: Gemma
  22. Chapter 13: Dan
  23. Tuesday 10 July
  24. Chapter 14: Gemma
  25. Wednesday 11 July
  26. Chapter 15: Dan
  27. Chapter 16: Gemma
  28. Thursday 12 July
  29. Chapter 17: Dan
  30. Chapter 18: Gemma
  31. Saturday 14 July
  32. Chapter 19: Dan
  33. Chapter 20: Gemma
  34. Sunday 15 July
  35. Chapter 21: Dan
  36. Chapter 22: Gemma
  37. Chapter 23: Gemma
  38. Tuesday 17 July
  39. Chapter 24: Casey
  40. Wednesday 18 July
  41. Chapter 25: Dan
  42. Chapter 26: Gemma
  43. Chapter 27: Dan
  44. Thursday 19 July
  45. Chapter 28: Casey
  46. Friday 20 July
  47. Chapter 29: Gemma
  48. Saturday 21 July
  49. Chapter 30: Dan
  50. Chapter 31: Gemma
  51. Chapter 32: Dan
  52. Sunday 22 July
  53. Chapter 33: Dan
  54. Chapter 34: Gemma
  55. Monday 23 July
  56. Chapter 35: Dan
  57. Chapter 36: Gemma
  58. Tuesday 24 July
  59. Chapter 37: Casey
  60. Wednesday 25 July
  61. Chapter 38: Dan
  62. Chapter 39: Gemma
  63. Thursday 26 July
  64. Chapter 40: Dan
  65. Chapter 41: Dan
  66. Chapter 42: Gemma
  67. Chapter 43: Dan
  68. Chapter 44: Gemma
  69. Chapter 45: Dan
  70. Chapter 46: Gemma
  71. Chapter 47: Dan
  72. Friday 27 July
  73. Chapter 48: Casey
  74. Chapter 49: Gemma
  75. Chapter 50: Dan
  76. Saturday 28 July
  77. Epilogue: Gemma
  78. Sunday 21 October
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. Owner Of A Lonely Heart

No one says anything and I feel like the silence could last the entire month. I’m lost for words. Where is the charm Veej always bangs on about? My irresistible banter and legendary ability to read the room?

I am reading the room. That’s the problem – the vibes Angelica is giving off would make George Clooney tongue-tied.

‘Let me show you where everything is.’ They follow me as I open the door to the main bathroom. ‘Power shower OK for you both?’

‘That’s as big as a tractor wheel!’ Casey says when she sees the shower head.

‘I know you like to stay clean,’ I say. What kind of idiot statement is that?

Angelica corrects me. ‘It’s not about cleanliness. It’s about avoiding threats to Casey’s immune system.’

Don’t react.

‘And this is your room, Casey.’

It’s the smallest room, but also the nicest, with a tiny porthole window overlooking the harbour and a roof light that lets in sunshine. I went shopping yesterday and bought new stuff to make it just right for a young girl: fairy lights and a rose-gold mirror and a fluffy rug and a new duvet cover, a woodland design covered with foxes and floppy-haired rabbits jumping around a forest.

But now I’m worried it’s too babyish. ‘I hope this is all right.’

She glances at her mother – the curve of their pouting lips is identical – and shrugs. ‘Fine, yeah.’

I ignore the brief stab of disappointment. Huh. I bought her a quilt. What was I expecting, a Grammy Award? The Nobel Prize for Parenting?

Angelica’s room is bigger, but it’s crammed full of office stuff and record boxes. She dumps her bag and we go back into the hall.

‘Where do you sleep?’ Casey asks.

‘In there.’ I point at the door but don’t open it: too many questions, too soon.

Angelica looks at me suspiciously. ‘You’re not hiding a girlfriend, are you?’

‘No. I’m not seeing anyone right now. And even if I was, I’ve cleared the entire month for Casey. Making up for lost time.’

‘I think it’ll take more than four weeks to do that,’ Angelica says pointedly as she walks back to the living room.

OK, I guess it’s time to mention the elephant in the room. ‘Listen, guys, I’m not trying to muscle in on your lives after all this time. I’m just grateful Casey got in touch, so I can do something practical for a few weeks.’

Casey gives her mum an apologetic shrug, tucks her hair behind her ears. Why did Casey message me? They’d have got free hospital accommodation, and it’s obvious that Angelica would rather sleep on the streets than be here.

She opens her mouth and I wait for something venomous to come out. But she sighs, as though it’s too much effort. Casey touches her hair again: a nervous gesture.

But it’s not the gesture that startles me. I look again at her hair and realize: the poor kid is wearing a wig. So much for inheriting her mum’s blonde hair. The shock makes me look away.