Contents ( 80)
- EVA CARTER
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
- Chapter 1: Gemma
- Sunday 1 July
- Chapter 2: Dan
- Chapter 3: Casey
- Chapter 4: Dan
- Chapter 5: Gemma
- Monday 2 July
- Chapter 6: Dan
- Tuesday 3 July
- Chapter 7: Gemma
- Wednesday 4 July
- Chapter 8: Dan
- Chapter 9: Gemma
- Thursday 5 July
- Chapter 10: Dan
- Saturday 7 July
- Chapter 11: Casey
- Monday 9 July
- Chapter 12: Gemma
- Chapter 13: Dan
- Tuesday 10 July
- Chapter 14: Gemma
- Wednesday 11 July
- Chapter 15: Dan
- Chapter 16: Gemma
- Thursday 12 July
- Chapter 17: Dan
- Chapter 18: Gemma
- Saturday 14 July
- Chapter 19: Dan
- Chapter 20: Gemma
- Sunday 15 July
- Chapter 21: Dan
- Chapter 22: Gemma
- Chapter 23: Gemma
- Tuesday 17 July
- Chapter 24: Casey
- Wednesday 18 July
- Chapter 25: Dan
- Chapter 26: Gemma
- Chapter 27: Dan
- Thursday 19 July
- Chapter 28: Casey
- Friday 20 July
- Chapter 29: Gemma
- Saturday 21 July
- Chapter 30: Dan
- Chapter 31: Gemma
- Chapter 32: Dan
- Sunday 22 July
- Chapter 33: Dan
- Chapter 34: Gemma
- Monday 23 July
- Chapter 35: Dan
- Chapter 36: Gemma
- Tuesday 24 July
- Chapter 37: Casey
- Wednesday 25 July
- Chapter 38: Dan
- Chapter 39: Gemma
- Thursday 26 July
- Chapter 40: Dan
- Chapter 41: Dan
- Chapter 42: Gemma
- Chapter 43: Dan
- Chapter 44: Gemma
- Chapter 45: Dan
- Chapter 46: Gemma
- Chapter 47: Dan
- Friday 27 July
- Chapter 48: Casey
- Chapter 49: Gemma
- Chapter 50: Dan
- Saturday 28 July
- Epilogue: Gemma
- Sunday 21 October
- Acknowledgements
- Owner Of A Lonely Heart
No one says anything and I feel like the silence could last the entire month. I’m lost for words. Where is the charm Veej always bangs on about? My irresistible banter and legendary ability to read the room?
I am reading the room. That’s the problem – the vibes Angelica is giving off would make George Clooney tongue-tied.
‘Let me show you where everything is.’ They follow me as I open the door to the main bathroom. ‘Power shower OK for you both?’
‘That’s as big as a tractor wheel!’ Casey says when she sees the shower head.
‘I know you like to stay clean,’ I say. What kind of idiot statement is that?
Angelica corrects me. ‘It’s not about cleanliness. It’s about avoiding threats to Casey’s immune system.’
Don’t react.
‘And this is your room, Casey.’
It’s the smallest room, but also the nicest, with a tiny porthole window overlooking the harbour and a roof light that lets in sunshine. I went shopping yesterday and bought new stuff to make it just right for a young girl: fairy lights and a rose-gold mirror and a fluffy rug and a new duvet cover, a woodland design covered with foxes and floppy-haired rabbits jumping around a forest.
But now I’m worried it’s too babyish. ‘I hope this is all right.’
She glances at her mother – the curve of their pouting lips is identical – and shrugs. ‘Fine, yeah.’
I ignore the brief stab of disappointment. Huh. I bought her a quilt. What was I expecting, a Grammy Award? The Nobel Prize for Parenting?
Angelica’s room is bigger, but it’s crammed full of office stuff and record boxes. She dumps her bag and we go back into the hall.
‘Where do you sleep?’ Casey asks.
‘In there.’ I point at the door but don’t open it: too many questions, too soon.
Angelica looks at me suspiciously. ‘You’re not hiding a girlfriend, are you?’
‘No. I’m not seeing anyone right now. And even if I was, I’ve cleared the entire month for Casey. Making up for lost time.’
‘I think it’ll take more than four weeks to do that,’ Angelica says pointedly as she walks back to the living room.
OK, I guess it’s time to mention the elephant in the room. ‘Listen, guys, I’m not trying to muscle in on your lives after all this time. I’m just grateful Casey got in touch, so I can do something practical for a few weeks.’
Casey gives her mum an apologetic shrug, tucks her hair behind her ears. Why did Casey message me? They’d have got free hospital accommodation, and it’s obvious that Angelica would rather sleep on the streets than be here.
She opens her mouth and I wait for something venomous to come out. But she sighs, as though it’s too much effort. Casey touches her hair again: a nervous gesture.
But it’s not the gesture that startles me. I look again at her hair and realize: the poor kid is wearing a wig. So much for inheriting her mum’s blonde hair. The shock makes me look away.