Back My Bird
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. My Bird
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter 33
  36. Chapter 34
  37. Chapter 35
  38. Chapter 36
  39. Chapter 37
  40. Chapter 38
  41. Chapter 39
  42. Chapter 40
  43. Chapter 41
  44. Chapter 42
  45. Chapter 43
  46. Chapter 44
  47. Chapter 45
  48. Chapter 46
  49. Chapter 47
  50. Chapter 48
  51. Chapter 49
  52. Chapter 50
  53. Chapter 51
  54. Chapter 52
  55. Chapter 53
  56. Afterword
  57. About the Authors

Set in postrevolutionary Tehran, and all the more poignant for its condensed brevity (141 pages in Persian), My Bird is the lightly plotted coming-of-age story of a writer. It is the first-person narrative of a nameless thirty-five-year-old woman who lives with her husband and two children and shares certain biographical details with the author. Although originally the narrator resents being the sole caretaker of her two children, eventually she comes to view motherhood neither as stifling nor as her sole mission in life. She neither begrudges her maternal responsibilities nor does she romanticize motherhood.

The novel focuses on the search for and the emergence of an individual female self and on the liberating potential of storytelling. Its narrator vows to explore her life, her feelings, and her surroundings more carefully, and to describe them as accurately as she can. Reconstructing and reinscribing her subjectivity, she inches her way out of alienation and isolation and moves from an existential crisis to self-awareness and self-revelation. All the silence and secrecy and fear, all the scenes repressed but not forgotten, all the feelings buried but not dead that she carried around like the “hump” (10) of a hunchback, come unglued over the course of the novel. Like a freed bird, they fly out of the cage of their captivity.