Back Kick the Latch
Chapters (92)
  1. KICK THE LATCH
  2. ONE
  3. SOLID PLASTER
  4. THE OLD MAN
  5. IT WASN’T HIS FAULT
  6. MILK BONES
  7. BICYCLE JENNY
  8. TWO
  9. THE JOCKEY
  10. THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE
  11. BANG!
  12. I HAD MY SPILLS
  13. MY PAINT HORSE
  14. KIND OF FUNNY, A REAL CLOWN, AN ORNERY SON OF A BUCK
  15. THREE
  16. A LITTLE WIND-UP CLOCK
  17. SHORT-IRON
  18. DIRT TRACK, FLAT LAND, RAMSHACKLE BACKSTRETCH
  19. I WOULDN’T BARELY BREAK
  20. NOTHING NICE
  21. KEY TO THE QUARTER POLE
  22. GALLON OF BLOOD
  23. NUTS AND BOLTS
  24. BIG OLD HOLE
  25. I SEEN HIM EVERY DAY
  26. FOUR
  27. PICKLED BOILED EGGS
  28. THANKSGIVING
  29. ENOUGH
  30. CALL YOUR OWNERS, CALL HOME
  31. HAMBURGERS
  32. OUR PERSONAL ATTITUDES
  33. FIVE
  34. I OUTGREW THE POSITION
  35. THEY GET CHILLY
  36. THIS JOCK PACKS, THAT JOCK PACKS
  37. GRANDSTANDING
  38. BLACK SHOE POLISH
  39. SIX
  40. EVERYTHING MYSELF
  41. WASHED, BATHED, GOOD CARE
  42. YOU CHECK IT, YOU SHAKE IT
  43. A THOUSAND POUNDS OF PRESSURE
  44. WE’RE HUNGRY!
  45. STRAIGHT OFF THE GOAT
  46. SEVEN
  47. I KNOW WHAT I KNOW
  48. THEY GET THEIR HEADS JERKED OFF
  49. I THINK YOU’LL BE SAD
  50. BOBBLE, BOBBLE
  51. YOU CAN’T BLAME A MAN
  52. THIS HORSE, THIS RACE
  53. EIGHT
  54. RACETRACKERS
  55. FANCY SUITS, FANCY BOOTS
  56. PAUPER’S HILL
  57. THE OLD LADY
  58. JAKE THE PRINCE
  59. C’MON, CHARLIE!
  60. THE BIG DRINK
  61. WHERE’S THORBY?
  62. MIRACLE PERSON
  63. HE WAS LIVING HIGH
  64. I DIDN’T WANT NO DRAMA
  65. NINE
  66. THE RODEO STUNT
  67. HUNTERS AND JUMPERS
  68. TEN
  69. I WAS GIVEN A CHOICE
  70. THEY’D RATHER HAVE THE PISS
  71. STOP MY WORLD, LADY!
  72. STUPID CAMERAS, BIG LIGHTS
  73. GRAB THAT THING
  74. MILLIONS
  75. IT WAS HARD LIVING
  76. I TRIED TO BE A NORMAL PERSON
  77. THE HORSE TAUGHT ME ABOUT LIFE
  78. ELEVEN
  79. MISTER BAKER
  80. THIS SUCKER
  81. WITH THE MEN
  82. LA VEDETTE
  83. HER BLACK MOUSTACHE
  84. BLONDE, CUTE, BIG DIMPLES
  85. TWELVE
  86. ONAKONA
  87. BAD WEATHER OR NOT
  88. IT AIN’T LIKE A CAT
  89. PERENNIALS
  90. REMEMBER THIS?
  91. A PARTICULAR LANGUAGE
  92. AFTERWORD

After his stupid dad died, we got reconnected. Trevor always says, You saved me — you saved me from drowning. I don’t know if I saved him or not. All I did was go into the water and bring him back to shore with me.

NINE

THE RODEO STUNT

Old Cal Cantor’s legs were bowed like he had a horse under him. When he came to the track I’d go to Dairy Queen with his wife and daughter. Cantor worked with rodeo stock, some of the best. His eldest son Donnie was a champion bull rider, third in the world. Connie Cantor, his younger one, was a bulldogger. Connie got gored by a bull, got his eye knocked out and his face was — I don’t know how many reconstructions they did.

Cal Cantor said, Sonia, I’ve seen you with the horses, I want to hire you. I was getting tired of the track, so I went and worked on his ranch in South Dakota. It was next to a reservation, flat land all around. I could see why their boys were rodeo stars — those horses were like mustangs. You had to hobble them just to trim their feet. They’d never been touched, yet Cantor expected me to break them. He had me working construction, things I never knew nothing about. He had me sandblasting a metal starting gate in a lightning storm.

I worked with an Indian, Roger. He had a busted back but Cantor worked the hell out of him, this hardworking Indian. Cantor raised cattle and wheat, and he’d put Roger on his bumpy tractor and work him all day long. Roger lived on the reservation. On payday his relatives would come and try to collect his paycheck because he was one of the only people on the reservation with a job.

I worked with Harry Trulock, too. He was a quarter-horse jockey from Oklahoma. Cantor had miles and miles of land — corrals out in the middle of nowhere. One of Harry’s jobs was to drive the cattle from corral to corral.

Harry liked to drink, so one day when he didn’t come back from the range, everyone figured he’d gone on a bender.

While I was pulling fence the next day, I looked up and thought, What’s this, a deer?

Here comes Harry Trulock, parched, lips cracked, skin burnt bright red. He’d gotten lost. All them acres, everything flat and crazy — all you see is power lines. Harry could hardly slide off his horse. We had to carry him inside. I don’t know how he made it back.

HUNTERS AND JUMPERS