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  1. Holly McCulloch
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. CHAPTER 39
  43. CHAPTER 40
  44. CHAPTER 41
  45. CHAPTER 42
  46. CHAPTER 43
  47. CHAPTER 44
  48. CHAPTER 45
  49. CHAPTER 46
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Batting away the urge to punch her as she begins to pull him to his feet, I realize that she’s trying to get him up and dancing. Unlike me, she doesn’t know about Peter’s lack of dance skills. She’s about to be in a world of pain and I almost feel sorry for her feet. Having wanted to look at anything else all night long, now I can’t tear my eyes away.

But he doesn’t go off with her. Instead, he moves away from her and towards me.

‘Dance with me.’

‘You can’t dance. And I’m far too sober. I’ll feel every accidental injury.’

‘I know, but that woman doesn’t care that I can’t dance. And I can’t be on the dance floor with her. She’ll eat me alive. It was bad enough at the very well-lit table. I dread to think what she would be like on the dance floor under the cover of semi-darkness. Save me. Please.’

I look at her. There is a lot of determination in her eyes. She has an air of confidence that only continental Europeans have about them.

Then I look at Peter.

I can’t help the laugh that escapes. ‘You actually do look a bit scared.’

‘I’m more than a bit scared. I’m petrified.’

He grabs my hand and we go to the dance floor.

I have been close to Peter before, but as he pulls me to him, I don’t quite know where to put my hands. Everywhere suddenly feels too intimate.

The awkwardness is replaced by pain when Peter steps on my foot.

‘Sorry.’

I can’t help the sharp inhale but: ‘It’s fine, you’ve done worse.’ He definitely has. ‘Do you remember the time you gave me a black eye?’

‘Yes, yes I do remember that. But ceilidhs are notoriously violent.’

‘Violent? They’re choreographed dances.’

‘Yes, violent choreographed dances.’

‘Maybe with you around.’

It’s only when the song has finished that I realize we danced the rest of the time in silence, my hands somehow finding their way up, pulling myself closer to Peter, my head relaxing against him.

The lull in the music helps me to clear my head. I step away and say the only safe thing I can think to say.

‘I’m going to go get a drink.’

Once at the bar I’m able to breathe again.

‘He’s quite the catch, that one, huh? Are you guys going to try the long-distance thing?’

‘Sorry?’ I turn towards the voice and find myself looking at Al, who has cornered me at the edge of the bar.

‘The long-distance thing? I assume you’ll be doing the long-distance thing when Peter moves to Australia in January?’

Peter is moving to Australia? In January? This coming January? Oblivious to my turmoil, Al keeps going.

‘I was quite annoyed when they offered him the placement over me. It’s a great opportunity to go and set up the new digital arm.’ He takes another sip of his drink. ‘Or I suppose you could move with him. I can’t remember from our five minutes what you do for a living. Will you be able to move with him?’