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  1. Holly McCulloch
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. CHAPTER 39
  43. CHAPTER 40
  44. CHAPTER 41
  45. CHAPTER 42
  46. CHAPTER 43
  47. CHAPTER 44
  48. CHAPTER 45
  49. CHAPTER 46
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

They wander off, holding hands, and I get closer to Peter.

‘You’re a really good salesman. I should leave you here by yourself for the rest of the afternoon. How’s it gone?’

‘Great! You have sold –’ he counts them off on his fingers – ‘ten cards. And someone took your details for their cousin’s shop.’

My grin is genuine. Even if I don’t sell any more cards, this day already feels like a win.

The afternoon goes more quickly than the morning, and when it’s over Peter helps me pack up, an activity that everyone else seems to do extremely quickly, and yet it seems to be taking Peter and me a lot longer by comparison. Maybe because he keeps doing impressions of the customers.

‘I think it was a good day.’

‘Me too.’ And I mean it, despite all the frantic last-minute preparations and my fears that my cards would fail. ‘Thanks for keeping me company, I really appreciate it.’ And I do. All the worries I felt this morning have gone. And Peter seems to have genuinely had a good time.

‘No problem. If I wasn’t doing this I would have been sitting in my lounge pants on my laptop.’

I stop packing. ‘Lounge pants? Peter, what the hell are lounge pants?’

He makes a hand gesture that suggests this is a common term and I’m the odd one for not knowing. ‘Comfortable pants that you wear when lounging. Surely everyone has a pair of lounge pants?’

He continues packing, and so do I. I carefully place the filched succulent into a safe corner of a box. I received so many compliments on it today. It was a good acquisition.

And it really has been a good day: I learnt some interesting things, I sold some cards, I ate a delicious halloumi wrap and I did some great people watching. One girl even sniffed all my cards and then bought the one she said smelt like the intended recipient.

Almost done with packing up, I look over at Peter, who has apparently wandered off and is now talking to another man. He is standing in that casual man stance with feet slightly apart, hips forward, arms crossed, surveying the room. He looks tall. Quite attractive actually.

Oh God. Is it OK that I think Peter looks quite attractive?

I’m frozen on the spot, staring. No, no, I don’t think that’s OK. Unable to shake the thought, I turn away – perhaps if I concentrate really hard on packing this last box …

But as though I have a devil on one shoulder, I can’t help but glance at him again. He is looking good. He’s still on the gangly side, but he’s grown into his features. He really does look quite handsome.

OK. This is a bit awkward.

Is this a bit awkward?

I find lots of my friends attractive. For example, Mia and Tilly are very beautiful, so, rationally, it should also be OK for me to appreciate the fact that Peter has become quite attractive. He’s not so odd any more. Or maybe he is, and I don’t care. It doesn’t mean anything.