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  1. Rose Tremain
  2. CONTENTS
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. Part One
  5. THE RUBY NECKLACE
  6. ONE AFTERNOON AT MRS MORRISSEY’S
  7. THE ANGEL OF THE BATHS
  8. GOLEM
  9. CAPERCAILLIE
  10. RAJAH
  11. A PORTRAIT
  12. ‘THE DESTINY OF THE STOMACH’
  13. ACROBAT
  14. ‘… AND OF HIS KINGDOM THERE SHALL BE NO END.’
  15. ‘EYES WITH WHICH TO SEE’
  16. MICROSCOPE
  17. TUMOUR
  18. VANISHING ANGEL
  19. LEON’S NEW IDEA
  20. WHERE THE RED ANTS LED
  21. VALENTINE REVISITED
  22. BELLE ÉPOQUE
  23. MORGUE
  24. THE RIVER TURNED UPSIDE-DOWN
  25. Part Two
  26. ‘SOMEWHERE QUIET AND SOLITARY’
  27. EBB TIDE
  28. SUDDEN MERRIMENT
  29. AFTER THE RAINS
  30. THE GREAT MISTAKE
  31. HEIRLOOM
  32. MAGIC FROM UNDERGROUND
  33. THE RAINSFORD
  34. MIDNIGHT
  35. COMPLICITY
  36. STRANGER
  37. FORGOTTEN STREETS
  38. DARK AND SHINING COLOURS
  39. Part Three
  40. WOMAN IN WHITE
  41. ‘ONLY SUBMIT’
  42. THE HAND OF THE ENGINEER
  43. CAT’S CRADLE
  44. NO NEARER TO CERTAINTY
  45. ANTE-ROOM
  46. THE TREASURE HOUSE
  47. WHAT TAMINAH KNEW
  48. OUT OF REACH
  49. UNCTION UPON WATER
  50. TABLEAU
  51. ‘BRITISH EMPIRE DOCTORS’
  52. A BOUT OF SINGING
  53. DUTTON & CALDECOTT
  54. ‘SHE WAS COMPLETE’
  55. CITIZENS OF THE WORLD
  56. LEON’S PLAN
  57. LILIES AND BRIARS
  58. ‘SOMETHING OF GREAT WEIGHT’
  59. THE WOODEN HOOP
  60. Part Four
  61. A BARGAIN
  62. QUEEN OF THE ISLANDS
  63. VIGIL
  64. A STATE OF MARVELLOUS DREAMING
  65. A MAN WHO DISLIKED RIDDLES
  66. THE WHITE CLOUD
  67. THE GOOD SHEPHERD
  68. THE MIDDLE CHILD
  69. NEVER BEFORE SEEN IN BATH
  70. A STORY OF GOOD AND EVIL
  71. ‘ONE AND THE SAME’
  72. THE WHITE ROAD
  73. SNOWBERRIES
  74. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

As Emmeline set up a tall canvas on her easel, she already felt excitement about the picture. She was impatient to sketch in the rough outlines with charcoal and begin working with her beloved oils. But one thing about the composition wasn’t yet right: Jane’s long-fingered hands hung loosely at her sides, inert and slack, and Emmeline knew that this detracted from her goddess-like status, making her look idle and somehow at a loss.

She broke off from her preparations, rummaged in the low cupboard where the failed artefacts she’d made on the pottery wheel were stowed away in a clutter, like a collection of damaged toys cast aside by a child. At the back of the cupboard was the wooden box in which she kept the golem. She lifted this out, opened it and took up the little manikin. She stared at it for a moment. Then she crossed the room and put it carefully into Jane’s hands.

Jane looked down at what she’d been given. She felt moved that this was what Emmeline wanted: for Jane to be the custodian of a thing (or should she call it a ‘creature’?) which had been important to her.

‘I already feel tender towards it,’ said Jane. ‘And in your portrait, you will give it new life.’

Emmeline reached out and touched the soft skin of Jane’s cheek. ‘Let me remind you,’ she said, ‘that it’s you I’m searching for.’

The portrait was begun in the flat grey light of a winter London morning. After a long while of standing obediently still, watching her aunt’s gaze make small movements between her canvas and her subject, Jane’s mind began to be preoccupied with something she had never before seen so clearly – that Emmeline Adeane had survived sorrow and tragedy only through the intensity of her commitment to her art, that her gifts as a painter singled her out from the common roll call of humanity and made her capable of the kind of higher endeavour which ordinary people never even bothered to imagine.

When Jane remembered the shuffling, anxious and groaning patients she nursed at the Baths, she suddenly saw them all as pathetic clay, as beings as imperfectly formed as the golem in her hands, even as substances in thrall to a never-altering state of inertia and incompleteness. In magnificent contrast, she perceived her aunt as somebody who understood that surrender to the paltry limitations of the human body and the unenquiring mind was not to be tolerated, that striving was asked of her.

These thoughts led Jane, in turn, to look at her own life and dare to ask herself whether her belief in her own singularity, in her innate magnificence, might not be delusional. She knew that she was a clever and patient nurse and that, once in a while, she could seem to bring about relief from pain which appeared almost miraculous. But was she not working at something thousands of other women could have done? Had her head not been turned by hearing that she was known as the Angel of the Baths?